hmmmmm.. I stepped into offc early agn ! And i was greeted by Ah-Pang but tt oso marked my aggression towards him !! zzzzzzzzzzzzz..
I kinda ranted at him today for always tryin to get my attention. It's like i got into offc, seein some o my colleagues lookin kinda rundown as dey stayed overnite jus to finish off some impt case & Ah-Pang was commentin : "Weiling, hahahahha, Amin not in & no one wil b ard to tease u ...." I got annoyed as i was tinkin tt i dun nid him to tell me tt. It's nt as if i cant take jokes or smthin. Nvm, tt triggered everythin off. zzzzzzzz. "Weiling, U seems to b a changed person!?!?!" Jus bcos i dun wana respond to everythin tt he said. FINE !! "Weiling, i made u angry ah ?? Y u like dun wana tok to me lidat har? R u in a lousy mood ???" I wana kill myself loooooooorrrrr......NB !! Aft awhile, he came into my cubicle n took some tidbits to munch...& he said : "haha, Weiling, haha, early mornin i come into ur cubicle to take ur things n eat. haha. tok lei. y dun wana tok ah ??" NB!! Isnt it obvious tt i DUN WANA TOK TO U ??? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I got reali pissed & i raised my voice : "SSSSSHHHH. Pang !! I DUN feel like tokin !" Pang : "okok.. sori..sori..I dun tok to u alr..." TMD .. He went back to his seat (which was diagonally opposite o me) n continue sayin SORRY .. Wa biang eh !! At tt instance, i do wana give him a tite slap.... Okay, i m as violent as b4... And b4 i left for my class, he asked if i had shopped for CNY & wad had i brought so far.. I was like .. WTF lo !! My Mum DUN EVEN ask me tt.. Wad has it got to do wit him ?!?!?! Kill me laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
Durin my class, i told Mdm Ang abt it & she told me tt he's always soooo naggy.. I duno if i gave him wrong impression tt i was tryin to b close to him but somehow, it seems tt he diverted his attn to me in offc lo !!!! Oh pls ! I DUN appreciate such attn...especially at wrk ~!!! NB... I told Ridzwan & he laffed his ass off, addin on tt Pang may like me cos we both single n available. Wa lau!!!! I tink gg out wit him, pple may deem me as his elder sister lo. It's like i m taller than him & seriously, i dun like older men alr laaaaa....Hur hur hur... Wad got me even more surprised was Mdm Ang told me he got 3 curry puffs tis mornin, one for himself & he gave one to her & most prob e last one was meant for me. Since i snapped at him, he did nt give it to me. Goodness, Y isit tt i always got such encounter ?? Mayb i shldnt b so friendly to anyone. zzzz.
At time i wonder y i got gud attn fr guys tt i dun fancy. Uncle Lau said mayb Pang likes FAT PPLE LIKE ME & tt's y he been wantin to b funny wit me. zzzzzzz. M i tt fat ?? Although i put on...like 10kgs for the past 3yrs but STILL NT TT JIALAT LEI !!! NB. Shit lo. Uncle Lau, i tink u damn itchy alr. I wil get u a bottle o dettol to wash up. U wait ok? I tink i better avoid Pang for e next few days & i m hopin tt he could jus leave me alone or else it will b awkward wrkin wit him.
Sighz. y so suay..........always got such incidents happenin to me. I tot i jus got rid o one fellow...nw come another funny character at wrk... y lidat ........
I went for my haircut yday evenin & my hairdresser & i exchanged conversations & ironically we touched on our private (love) life. I told her tt i m single for gud & it's tirin to b attached. She agreed. Somehow, we got e same characters - we both too strong for some men to accept. We r under those category whereby we often wana lead & nt wantin to let go o e 'power' to lead & tt mite scare off some (eligible) men. I realised, Mr. Lee once commented tt i m always e dominant one & he always try to let me win in order nt to clash wit me. zzzz. Okay, let me repeat myself agn. I m who i m for tis is wad men 'trained' me to b cos men(in my life, so far) r 'incompetent' in many ways. I shall nt elaborate further & I m happy to b a strong woman o my style.
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