Busy busy busy busy !!! I been so busy since April and I feel outta plc almost evrywhere apart from work. Yes, I m spending at least 16hrs 'at work'. My mind kinda set towards work n I m always tinkin abt work so badly till I dropped one module tis semester !!! Oh well.....
When I started my class last mth, I kinda lost tune. I wasnt able to adjust my tot well n seems like I cldnt handle btw wrk n studies tis semester... I m worried. Ultimately worried abt it.
Okay, back to my books. Tt's hw my weekends gona b till my exams.
I pray tt work n studies will be smooth-sailing for me tis sem and tt everythin will be right in plc.
Saturday, August 06, 2011
Saturday, July 02, 2011
Been a long long time since I last updated here ! Time passes by real fast & I m outta tt pathetic office !! Feeling happier in my current office & I hope I can sustain this 'happiness' daily thou work can b so hectic ! God Bless...
Anw, to cut things short, Bro's ROM is finally over n done with !! Pics for viewin ~
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Anw, to cut things short, Bro's ROM is finally over n done with !! Pics for viewin ~
Tuesday, March 08, 2011
A new start ?
Yeah .. I m countin down to my new postin WEF 15 Apr 2011.... While it shld b a happy event for me cos I will b away from those trouble-makers, it seems to get more complicated for me to survive thru judging from all the wonderful n fantastic stories tt I haf heard so far ..
You noe, I m reali gettin tired havin to guard against pple n I simply do not wish to 'fight' or 'vie' w anyone anymore.. It came to e pt tt I jus wana lead a normal life n jus bein able to lie low.. It has been an eye-opener for me in my current post as I get to travel outta offc to wrk (thou no chance to go overseas trip) w some overseas counterparts n I reali did wish tt I can stay long in my current post bt somehow somewhere pple chose to misjudge me n whip up innovative 'dish' for me to 'taste'...
Come to tink abt it, I reali thank God tt I m forever surrounded w certain pple tt do help me in e midst o all these 'fights' n uncertainty n o cos, I do encounter my fair share o struggles n havin e nid to make my so-called proper decision...
I m tired. Nt physically for nw bt it jus seems like I m constantly bein mind-fcked badly.
Saturday, February 12, 2011
How annoyin can it be !!!
Ordered my new handset online n I was expecting my hme delivery to be easy for me. Sadly, spending 3hrs hme last nite DID NOT ALLOWED ME to get my new handset !! I was left w a delivery advice claimin tt no one seen at e door at the time of delivery.
I was so goddamn annoyed !!!!!!! I mean, I spent my evenin at hme aft wrk n yes, I just did not managed to see my new toy !!!!!! WTF !!
To make thing worse, the 2 old pple at hme blamed it on me tt I DID NOT OPEN UP THE DOOR & WAIT FOR THE DELIVERY GUY !! KNN !!! Arent they supposed to knock or to press doorbell instead o using their INDICATIVE JUDGMENT if there's anyone hme !!?!?!?! WTF is this kinda logic ??? It reali dun sound pleasing to e ears wen these words come out fr STUPID PPLE LIKE HER !!!!!!!
Yes, I M SUPER ANNOYED AND PISSED !!!!!!!
You know, it's like u nid to handle some disappointment n someone tt u haf always been hatin jus wana rub it in, seriously, how e fck wld u feel abt it ??!??! I had reali nv come across someone as dumb as her n someone as crude as her .. Call me evil, call me a bitch, I thank God tt I AINT TT POOR-MANNERED as compared to her !!!!!
3rd thing tt pissed me off was tt my dad can tell tis straight onto my face tt Y M I FALLIN ILL ?!?!?!?!?! KNN !!!! I was on e phone w Terry n he can tell tt I m nt feelin well alr. To tink tt a fren can actually bugged me to go rest, wad good does it make to let your family know tt ur gettin sick wen dey jus duno how to care for u ?!?!?!?!
I guess any reasonable person wldnt b tis dumb n I m sure tt most pple wldnt b tis inconsiderate as compared to them.
The next best thing to appease myself is to finish off my studies n move out on my own !!!! I hav enuf shit from these pple. Period.
Wad a thing to start off my weekends. Fck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was so goddamn annoyed !!!!!!! I mean, I spent my evenin at hme aft wrk n yes, I just did not managed to see my new toy !!!!!! WTF !!
To make thing worse, the 2 old pple at hme blamed it on me tt I DID NOT OPEN UP THE DOOR & WAIT FOR THE DELIVERY GUY !! KNN !!! Arent they supposed to knock or to press doorbell instead o using their INDICATIVE JUDGMENT if there's anyone hme !!?!?!?! WTF is this kinda logic ??? It reali dun sound pleasing to e ears wen these words come out fr STUPID PPLE LIKE HER !!!!!!!
Yes, I M SUPER ANNOYED AND PISSED !!!!!!!
You know, it's like u nid to handle some disappointment n someone tt u haf always been hatin jus wana rub it in, seriously, how e fck wld u feel abt it ??!??! I had reali nv come across someone as dumb as her n someone as crude as her .. Call me evil, call me a bitch, I thank God tt I AINT TT POOR-MANNERED as compared to her !!!!!
3rd thing tt pissed me off was tt my dad can tell tis straight onto my face tt Y M I FALLIN ILL ?!?!?!?!?! KNN !!!! I was on e phone w Terry n he can tell tt I m nt feelin well alr. To tink tt a fren can actually bugged me to go rest, wad good does it make to let your family know tt ur gettin sick wen dey jus duno how to care for u ?!?!?!?!
I guess any reasonable person wldnt b tis dumb n I m sure tt most pple wldnt b tis inconsiderate as compared to them.
The next best thing to appease myself is to finish off my studies n move out on my own !!!! I hav enuf shit from these pple. Period.
Wad a thing to start off my weekends. Fck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, February 06, 2011
CNY 2011 Pics
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| Preparing for visit for CNY 1st day ! |
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| Dad & Mum |
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| Bro & Me |
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| Me & Bro, posing away ~ |
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| Pose ! |
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| Jing & Me |
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| Family Protrait .. |
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| Close up ! |
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| Posing agn ~ |
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| Mum, Me & Jing |
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| Us ! |
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| Us in Action agn ! haha ! |
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| My Cutie Niece ! |
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| 2nd Cousin's family protrait ! |
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| Me & Cousin Jon |
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| 2nd day CNY at Grand Parents' plc.. |
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| Bro, Jing & Me ~ |
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| Cousin CX & Me !! |
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| My 2nd Cheong Sam ! I tink it kinda look similar ! hahaha ... |
Saturday, January 29, 2011
CNY 2011 soon !!
Happy Birthday Mr. Lee !!!
Hope tt e ang-moh woman not gona bring u any unhappiness today.. Hahahahaha !!
Alrite... Back to biz.... This is gona b my 2nd CNY tt I will b spendin to hav my assignments done. Damn it !! It is simply 'no-life' for sure !! Sighz .. How long more am I supposed to go on like this ???? I hope to clear my course by next April ! Whooootts ~
Next Thurs gona b e CNY first day. I have gotten ready my outfits to last me thru the whole o next week ! Hahahahaha !! First 2 days I will b out visitin w family and 3rd day shall b hme-day (mayb w some drinkin session at nite~) as I nid to set time aside to do my assignments ! 4th day will b frens day ! =) Come to tink abt it, it has been ages since I last see some o my frens thou I kinda been havin some gatherings here n dere.. Hahahaha !! Rite, I haf been real bz for e past 2 yrs !
Oh yes, guess wad ?? My first 2 cheong sams tt I bought w cousin, SHRINK !!!!! Fck !!!!!!! It got shorter than ever !!!!! Mum dun allow me to wear it like a normal cheong sam !!! Crap ! I nid to buy THICK STOCKINGS to wear w it .. Zzzzzzz.. WTF !! Either I try to shed inches off fr nw till next week or I jus haf to wear additional pcs w me wen I haf my cheong sams on .. zzzzz.. Damn it.. It's disappointing for sure. Thank god I still have 2 more tt DID NOT play stunts on me .. hahahaha !! Oopzz .. yes yes, I gotten 4 sets o cheong sams tis CNY !! hahahahaha !!!
While I m feelin tired cos o my bz schedules, I m findin it alil hard to set time aside for rest n bcos o tis, I m feelin weaker than ever !! Anyway, hope tt new yr will bring along a better health for me n pple ard me !
Lookin forward to April for a change o wrk environment and new team-mates to wrk along w.. Hope tt wrk will b gd come tis new yr too !
Gg bk to my assignments nw. I aint gona touch on my spring cleanin as I haf nt recover fr my backache ! zzzz..
Ciaos ~
Hope tt e ang-moh woman not gona bring u any unhappiness today.. Hahahahaha !!
Alrite... Back to biz.... This is gona b my 2nd CNY tt I will b spendin to hav my assignments done. Damn it !! It is simply 'no-life' for sure !! Sighz .. How long more am I supposed to go on like this ???? I hope to clear my course by next April ! Whooootts ~
Next Thurs gona b e CNY first day. I have gotten ready my outfits to last me thru the whole o next week ! Hahahahaha !! First 2 days I will b out visitin w family and 3rd day shall b hme-day (mayb w some drinkin session at nite~) as I nid to set time aside to do my assignments ! 4th day will b frens day ! =) Come to tink abt it, it has been ages since I last see some o my frens thou I kinda been havin some gatherings here n dere.. Hahahaha !! Rite, I haf been real bz for e past 2 yrs !
Oh yes, guess wad ?? My first 2 cheong sams tt I bought w cousin, SHRINK !!!!! Fck !!!!!!! It got shorter than ever !!!!! Mum dun allow me to wear it like a normal cheong sam !!! Crap ! I nid to buy THICK STOCKINGS to wear w it .. Zzzzzzz.. WTF !! Either I try to shed inches off fr nw till next week or I jus haf to wear additional pcs w me wen I haf my cheong sams on .. zzzzz.. Damn it.. It's disappointing for sure. Thank god I still have 2 more tt DID NOT play stunts on me .. hahahaha !! Oopzz .. yes yes, I gotten 4 sets o cheong sams tis CNY !! hahahahaha !!!
While I m feelin tired cos o my bz schedules, I m findin it alil hard to set time aside for rest n bcos o tis, I m feelin weaker than ever !! Anyway, hope tt new yr will bring along a better health for me n pple ard me !
Lookin forward to April for a change o wrk environment and new team-mates to wrk along w.. Hope tt wrk will b gd come tis new yr too !
Gg bk to my assignments nw. I aint gona touch on my spring cleanin as I haf nt recover fr my backache ! zzzz..
Ciaos ~
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Hypocrisy !
Hypocrites shld die n burn in Hell ! Tts my staunch belief at e moment. Yea, I m kipin cool cos pple r advicin me to ! hehe !
HYPOCRISY
- noun, pl. - sies.
1. a pretense o havin a virtous character, moral o religious beliefs or principles, etc., tt one does not really possess.
2. a pretense o havin some desirable or publicly approved attitude.
3. an act or instance of hypocrisy.
*source: dictionary.com.
This term perfectly fit onto a bunch o morons tt I m facin most o e time ! Hahahahaha !! I cnt imagine tt I m seein them aft so long agn ! Wad a vicious cycle o life. Sighhh..
While I cnt emphasize enuf tt I M NOT OUT TO KILL, some idiots jus chose to declare war w me n are tryin to put words into my mouth to create bad public image o me. I haf to thank those whom trusted me n is still trustin me. =) Thank you for all e couragement cos it motivates me nt to b calculative w illogical, poor-upbringin, senseless, brainless, useless, pathetic and unscrupulous brunch o assholes. Seriously, it would make me look stupid if I ever do anythin bk to them cos it will definitely make me NO DIFF as these unethical animals.
Sorry to say, I cant regard them as HUMANs bcos e things tt dey r doin, simply no diff fr bein a gossippers or the typical - 'bkstabber' which everyone simply love to use tis term to describe another person wen dey heard things NOT PLEASIN to their ears ! hahahaha !! Pathetic much ? U bet !
Okay, abit o ethical and english class this mornin... Bear w me plsssss... 'Backstabbers' are usually people w low OR NO self-esteem; low self-confidence; poor ability in carryin themselves; clueless; etc.. The meanin o backstabber:
–verb (used with object), -stabbed, -stab·bing.
to attempt to discredit (a person) by underhanded means, as innuendo, accusation, or the like.
*source: dictionary.com
Do u pple noe e meanin o those words wen u pple used it on others ?? Guess nt, else u pple wldnt even haf distorted views on pple tt u tink 'HAD' offended or harmed or threatened u in any way !! Frankly, wad kinda situation wld I wana place myself in wen I haf to face so many pple in a day ? I AINT TT DUMB TO BURN bridges wen I UNDERSTAND the society rule tt thou there's neither frens/enemies, there's allies, which will aid in ur everyday dealings.
Secondly, I dun tink I did use any UNDERHANDED MEANS or ACCUSATION on anyone !! Accusation occur wen untrue things were told as truth !! I can easily name afew (nothin bt e facts!). What do u mean Underhanded means ? Did I caused any harm in ur daily life ?? I seriously doubt so. Perhaps u pple r e ones who r usin underhand means to oust me. Wad comes ard, goes ard. I m prayin tt u pple will get wad u deserved soon. =)
I started feelin pitiful towards u (a whole lot o u) cos possessin a high lvl o stupidty shld b e last thing on ur mind. Havin unfair treatment dun quite hurt me much cos I know it's part n parcel o life (n pple has been tellin me so..) bt wad reali hurts me is to see tt pple ard me dun quite haf common sense ! If I had caused anyone to b unhappy abt e things tt I do, I wld haf noe it bcos I possess high level o self-awareness. Aint braggin abt myself bt I jus do !
All these yrs, I admit tt I dun haf gd temper and pple close to me hates me for blowin up as n wen I like it !! Once someone told me tt I shld reflect upon e situation and assess it based on my best knowledge n best embedded values and last o all, show empathy (if possible) if circumstance allows. Nw, I m jus hopin tt u pple better 'open up' n wake up ur idea. Access all situtatons agn n REFLECT UPON UR OWN ACTIONS TOO.
Birds o e same feathers flock tgt !! Tis is so true cos pple o e same 'pattern' confirm can form their own clique bcos dey r almost agreeable towards each other on almost every issue ! Sadly bt true enuff !! I aint gona cover myself up fr any shits bt I do tink tt wen there's some conseqence, there's a cause - push n pull effect ! Its damn tirin havin to repeat all these for umpteen times. All I hope is tt stupid pple if cannot regain their intellectual ability, pls do smthin abt it bcos I will continue to despise u if u ever try to act smart wen U R NOT.
Movin on, I reali cnt b bothered w u pple nw. I jus hope tt one fine day, u pple will get shits n I hope tt will cause u pple e downfall for gd. Yes, I m evil bt I do tink pple like u, dun deserve e blessings fr God.
HYPOCRISY
- noun, pl. - sies.
1. a pretense o havin a virtous character, moral o religious beliefs or principles, etc., tt one does not really possess.
2. a pretense o havin some desirable or publicly approved attitude.
3. an act or instance of hypocrisy.
*source: dictionary.com.
This term perfectly fit onto a bunch o morons tt I m facin most o e time ! Hahahahaha !! I cnt imagine tt I m seein them aft so long agn ! Wad a vicious cycle o life. Sighhh..
While I cnt emphasize enuf tt I M NOT OUT TO KILL, some idiots jus chose to declare war w me n are tryin to put words into my mouth to create bad public image o me. I haf to thank those whom trusted me n is still trustin me. =) Thank you for all e couragement cos it motivates me nt to b calculative w illogical, poor-upbringin, senseless, brainless, useless, pathetic and unscrupulous brunch o assholes. Seriously, it would make me look stupid if I ever do anythin bk to them cos it will definitely make me NO DIFF as these unethical animals.
Sorry to say, I cant regard them as HUMANs bcos e things tt dey r doin, simply no diff fr bein a gossippers or the typical - 'bkstabber' which everyone simply love to use tis term to describe another person wen dey heard things NOT PLEASIN to their ears ! hahahaha !! Pathetic much ? U bet !
Okay, abit o ethical and english class this mornin... Bear w me plsssss... 'Backstabbers' are usually people w low OR NO self-esteem; low self-confidence; poor ability in carryin themselves; clueless; etc.. The meanin o backstabber:
–verb (used with object), -stabbed, -stab·bing.
to attempt to discredit (a person) by underhanded means, as innuendo, accusation, or the like.
*source: dictionary.com
Do u pple noe e meanin o those words wen u pple used it on others ?? Guess nt, else u pple wldnt even haf distorted views on pple tt u tink 'HAD' offended or harmed or threatened u in any way !! Frankly, wad kinda situation wld I wana place myself in wen I haf to face so many pple in a day ? I AINT TT DUMB TO BURN bridges wen I UNDERSTAND the society rule tt thou there's neither frens/enemies, there's allies, which will aid in ur everyday dealings.
Secondly, I dun tink I did use any UNDERHANDED MEANS or ACCUSATION on anyone !! Accusation occur wen untrue things were told as truth !! I can easily name afew (nothin bt e facts!). What do u mean Underhanded means ? Did I caused any harm in ur daily life ?? I seriously doubt so. Perhaps u pple r e ones who r usin underhand means to oust me. Wad comes ard, goes ard. I m prayin tt u pple will get wad u deserved soon. =)
I started feelin pitiful towards u (a whole lot o u) cos possessin a high lvl o stupidty shld b e last thing on ur mind. Havin unfair treatment dun quite hurt me much cos I know it's part n parcel o life (n pple has been tellin me so..) bt wad reali hurts me is to see tt pple ard me dun quite haf common sense ! If I had caused anyone to b unhappy abt e things tt I do, I wld haf noe it bcos I possess high level o self-awareness. Aint braggin abt myself bt I jus do !
All these yrs, I admit tt I dun haf gd temper and pple close to me hates me for blowin up as n wen I like it !! Once someone told me tt I shld reflect upon e situation and assess it based on my best knowledge n best embedded values and last o all, show empathy (if possible) if circumstance allows. Nw, I m jus hopin tt u pple better 'open up' n wake up ur idea. Access all situtatons agn n REFLECT UPON UR OWN ACTIONS TOO.
Birds o e same feathers flock tgt !! Tis is so true cos pple o e same 'pattern' confirm can form their own clique bcos dey r almost agreeable towards each other on almost every issue ! Sadly bt true enuff !! I aint gona cover myself up fr any shits bt I do tink tt wen there's some conseqence, there's a cause - push n pull effect ! Its damn tirin havin to repeat all these for umpteen times. All I hope is tt stupid pple if cannot regain their intellectual ability, pls do smthin abt it bcos I will continue to despise u if u ever try to act smart wen U R NOT.
Movin on, I reali cnt b bothered w u pple nw. I jus hope tt one fine day, u pple will get shits n I hope tt will cause u pple e downfall for gd. Yes, I m evil bt I do tink pple like u, dun deserve e blessings fr God.
Saturday, January 01, 2011
New Year 2011 !!
Happy new year, peeps !! I m grateful tt the dreadful 2010 had passed and I m lookin forward to 2011 !! I had new frens as well as some frens lost ! God is tellin me tt changes r gd cos it allows us to grow n learn !! =)
I had started off 2011 w my 'beauty' slp !! Woke up at 11plus (a total o 12hrs slp !) n I started runnin errands like a crazy woman and only managed to clear 70% o it w e time to sit here rite nw to type out tis blog entry.. hahaha ! Hope tt I b bz like a bee and yet still able to kip up w e momentum in 2011 ! =)
No new yr resolution bt jus some stuffs on my mind .....!!
Okay, I had come to term tt I FLUNKED my marketing research (which I swear tt I had e confidence to pass it !!!) and had switched bk to HR ! For the fact tt I m all along more inclined in 'studyin' humans and did better in HR back in Poly days, I shld jus stick to HR !! hahahaha !!! And bcos o tis one failed module, I had to drag another one more semester to clear my studies. I jus wana make sure tt I b able to get it all pass tis time rd. Perhaps, Marketing is jus nt my core. See, I put in so much efforts in tryin to get things done bt smhow smwhat, I din managed to succeed in doin so /@ e end o e day and I kinda cant take it lyin down tt I did not do well. Oh well... Thank you to all those whom had encouraged me nt to give up ! Deeply appreciated all o ur support n concern cos I know those words reali brought me thru those dark nites.. =)
2ndly, wrk is gettin unhappy for me cos I realised tt each day, I uncover more n more faults, discover more n more ugly facts tt I had refused since day one. Wake up call is painful & I realised I simply cant accept it as I need to come out fr tt comfort zone... Had did smthin to 'lighten' off my 'burden' & is prayin tt I b able to get it done, ASAP !! I pray n bless those whom haf hurt me badly. Wad comes ard goes ard...
3rdly, my plan is to b able to fulfil wad I had always been wantin to do: Get into e fashion industry !! hahahahaa !! Oh nono !! I aint gona quit myself fr e govt sector bt perhaps continue on w my biz consultation service to help pple to start off their biz .. =P First 'project' on hand for 2011, I hope to help my uncle to get his new biz started & o cos e expansion ! hahaha ! Nono ! I aint moonliting bt it has always been my forte for consultation aspect ! hahaha ! It has been a FOC service rendered fr me to e end-user. Crap !! Mayb I shld start chargin pple for it .. hahaha !
Movin on, I hope tt Mister n I can haf some clean break. It's tirin to drag n drag n drag. While I b gettin busier, he mite tink tt I cant b bothered w him.. Jus few days ago he asked wen will I b free. Oh gdness. I feel bad nt seein him for so long bt I cant bring myself to cut those commitments away jus for him. I guess e ans is very clear = get away fr him since I cant even bring myself to set aside time jus for him. Hmmmm.. For e better I guess.
Oh yes yes !! It's time to cut down on my spendings !! I swear on tis !! Thou every other mth I said I m NOT GONA shop bt seriously, aft I came bk fr Korea, I been gg on shoppin spree !! Imagine, I had spent one over thousand in Korea plus my airfare n stuffs.. hahahahaha !! I din dare to see my bank stmt nw. hahaha !! Looks like I reali nid to open up some bank acct to lock my money in it for gd.. I m simply lackin o discipline thou I may deem to b one! hahahaha !!
Gg forward, I NID TO LOSE WEIGHT !! As MUCH as possible !! I m sooooooooooooo FAT !! I cant believe tt I still cant fit into tt size 26 jeans !! Crap !! Am I supposed to give tt away or how long m I supposed to wait b4 I can fit it in agn ?!?! Like my bro had always teased me - I M HIS FAT LIL SIS ! arrgghhhzz ! @#$%^&*&%^$#@
The best joke for the last day o 2010: Dad bought a new weighing machine bcos he is tempted to lose weight all thanks to the REDUZE advert on TV ! hahaha ! I tried to weigh myself w tt machine n realised tt I m MUCH lighter as compared to my weighing in offc ! I told mum tt I chose to believe dad' weighin machine bt I haf to up my ideal weight standard ! She screened me at e corner o her eyes n asked how much more to go. I said prolly 4 more kgs to go ?!?!?! She almost fainted !! hahahahaa !! From the old 86kgs to my current weight, it took me quite a fair bit o 'pain' to shed it off.. I cant let it come bk !! So yea, I nid to lose weight in order to fit into my cute n nice cheong sam ! kekeke !! By CNY 2011, I nid to get rid o 4kgs fr those numbers ! Mister had always been sayin tt I m lookin fine bt woman is nv satisfied w her body !! hahahah !!
Okay, bk to wrk nw.. See ya peeps soon ! Gona upload some pics ...
Seriously, can I jus haf a shoppin list here to remind myself tt I gotta get it all bcos o my WANTS ??? hahahaha ! =X
I wan a :
1) BB Bold 9780 / BB Torch 9800
2) Canon digi cam
3) A new handbag (for CNY)
4) A pair o red heels (for CNY)
5) New closet
Tt's all for nw, folks ! hahahaha !
I had started off 2011 w my 'beauty' slp !! Woke up at 11plus (a total o 12hrs slp !) n I started runnin errands like a crazy woman and only managed to clear 70% o it w e time to sit here rite nw to type out tis blog entry.. hahaha ! Hope tt I b bz like a bee and yet still able to kip up w e momentum in 2011 ! =)
No new yr resolution bt jus some stuffs on my mind .....!!
Okay, I had come to term tt I FLUNKED my marketing research (which I swear tt I had e confidence to pass it !!!) and had switched bk to HR ! For the fact tt I m all along more inclined in 'studyin' humans and did better in HR back in Poly days, I shld jus stick to HR !! hahahaha !!! And bcos o tis one failed module, I had to drag another one more semester to clear my studies. I jus wana make sure tt I b able to get it all pass tis time rd. Perhaps, Marketing is jus nt my core. See, I put in so much efforts in tryin to get things done bt smhow smwhat, I din managed to succeed in doin so /@ e end o e day and I kinda cant take it lyin down tt I did not do well. Oh well... Thank you to all those whom had encouraged me nt to give up ! Deeply appreciated all o ur support n concern cos I know those words reali brought me thru those dark nites.. =)
2ndly, wrk is gettin unhappy for me cos I realised tt each day, I uncover more n more faults, discover more n more ugly facts tt I had refused since day one. Wake up call is painful & I realised I simply cant accept it as I need to come out fr tt comfort zone... Had did smthin to 'lighten' off my 'burden' & is prayin tt I b able to get it done, ASAP !! I pray n bless those whom haf hurt me badly. Wad comes ard goes ard...
3rdly, my plan is to b able to fulfil wad I had always been wantin to do: Get into e fashion industry !! hahahahaa !! Oh nono !! I aint gona quit myself fr e govt sector bt perhaps continue on w my biz consultation service to help pple to start off their biz .. =P First 'project' on hand for 2011, I hope to help my uncle to get his new biz started & o cos e expansion ! hahaha ! Nono ! I aint moonliting bt it has always been my forte for consultation aspect ! hahaha ! It has been a FOC service rendered fr me to e end-user. Crap !! Mayb I shld start chargin pple for it .. hahaha !
Movin on, I hope tt Mister n I can haf some clean break. It's tirin to drag n drag n drag. While I b gettin busier, he mite tink tt I cant b bothered w him.. Jus few days ago he asked wen will I b free. Oh gdness. I feel bad nt seein him for so long bt I cant bring myself to cut those commitments away jus for him. I guess e ans is very clear = get away fr him since I cant even bring myself to set aside time jus for him. Hmmmm.. For e better I guess.
Oh yes yes !! It's time to cut down on my spendings !! I swear on tis !! Thou every other mth I said I m NOT GONA shop bt seriously, aft I came bk fr Korea, I been gg on shoppin spree !! Imagine, I had spent one over thousand in Korea plus my airfare n stuffs.. hahahahaha !! I din dare to see my bank stmt nw. hahaha !! Looks like I reali nid to open up some bank acct to lock my money in it for gd.. I m simply lackin o discipline thou I may deem to b one! hahahaha !!
Gg forward, I NID TO LOSE WEIGHT !! As MUCH as possible !! I m sooooooooooooo FAT !! I cant believe tt I still cant fit into tt size 26 jeans !! Crap !! Am I supposed to give tt away or how long m I supposed to wait b4 I can fit it in agn ?!?! Like my bro had always teased me - I M HIS FAT LIL SIS ! arrgghhhzz ! @#$%^&*&%^$#@
The best joke for the last day o 2010: Dad bought a new weighing machine bcos he is tempted to lose weight all thanks to the REDUZE advert on TV ! hahaha ! I tried to weigh myself w tt machine n realised tt I m MUCH lighter as compared to my weighing in offc ! I told mum tt I chose to believe dad' weighin machine bt I haf to up my ideal weight standard ! She screened me at e corner o her eyes n asked how much more to go. I said prolly 4 more kgs to go ?!?!?! She almost fainted !! hahahahaa !! From the old 86kgs to my current weight, it took me quite a fair bit o 'pain' to shed it off.. I cant let it come bk !! So yea, I nid to lose weight in order to fit into my cute n nice cheong sam ! kekeke !! By CNY 2011, I nid to get rid o 4kgs fr those numbers ! Mister had always been sayin tt I m lookin fine bt woman is nv satisfied w her body !! hahahah !!
Okay, bk to wrk nw.. See ya peeps soon ! Gona upload some pics ...
Seriously, can I jus haf a shoppin list here to remind myself tt I gotta get it all bcos o my WANTS ??? hahahaha ! =X
I wan a :
1) BB Bold 9780 / BB Torch 9800
2) Canon digi cam
3) A new handbag (for CNY)
4) A pair o red heels (for CNY)
5) New closet
Tt's all for nw, folks ! hahahaha !
Monday, December 27, 2010
The year is comin to an end.
Everyday, I patiently wait, feelin like a fool bt I do, anyway. Hope tt things will turn out fine n tt e outcome is of some gd results.
One long yr gona pass by n perhaps more struggles will b comin my way. The pple ard me r advancin faster than I do n I wana see those whom had hurted me passin their every single day. My agression kinda takes e best o me. I guess I hadnt come to term w e best solution as yet.
Today, it took me quite abit to realise, yet another vicious cycle, tt my job role in life, is gettin complicatin. Mayb I haf too much on my mind n I cnt seems to b organisin myself well. I m jus gona take things as wad it is.
My policy stands: I m nt out to kill or to harm n neither m i the warrior to guard pple asses. Period.
Last thing on my mind nw - Mr Lee. Call me soon.....
One long yr gona pass by n perhaps more struggles will b comin my way. The pple ard me r advancin faster than I do n I wana see those whom had hurted me passin their every single day. My agression kinda takes e best o me. I guess I hadnt come to term w e best solution as yet.
Today, it took me quite abit to realise, yet another vicious cycle, tt my job role in life, is gettin complicatin. Mayb I haf too much on my mind n I cnt seems to b organisin myself well. I m jus gona take things as wad it is.
My policy stands: I m nt out to kill or to harm n neither m i the warrior to guard pple asses. Period.
Last thing on my mind nw - Mr Lee. Call me soon.....
Friday, December 24, 2010
Xmas Eve
Came bk fr Korea and I m sufferin fr the after-effect of winter weather and the refusal to get my engine going. Hahahaha ! I miss the gud times for the past 7 days. Oh well.
Yes !! It's gona b Xmas and therefore it wld oso mark the end o 2010 and a brand new yr o 2011 ! I pray tt wrk will b smooth-sailing and tt my studies will b gg on fine ! And o cos, I oso pray tt my health wld b stable. Most o all, I pray tt pple ard me wld b blessed in His way ! =)
Xmas : The season o givin ! I bought souvenirs bk fr Korea and I was happily distributin it away since yday !
Went bk offc tis mornin and I went ard givin my branch's colleagues some Korea tidbits.
While I enjoy givin and sharin, I DO NOT APPRECIATED THE FCKIN ATTITUDE o some buggers here !! Fckin understand tt I dun owe u anythin or ur livelihood ! I gave U wad I distributed today was solely bcos it's MY HABIT to give smthin for Xmas as o any other yrs !! Last yr, tis yr and ongoing yrs !! U dun haf to thank me for it bt dun fckin show me face like I did it to suck ur balls or m i tryin to act nice in front o pple !! Ur face simply told me nt to b a fake actor aft we had stopped tokin ! I reali wished tt I can jus go w/out havin to give u cos I cld haf given it to some other pple tt appreciates it. I had nv tried to PROFILE myself like someone else and I WILL NV b !! Seriously, IF U HAF ANY ISSUE W ME, COME HEAD ON W ME ! Showin me those fck up attitude o urs, jus make u look dang uglier and USELESS cos if u r any way capable than me, compete w me in tt aspect, YOU LOSER !
Many a time, I try convincin myself tt I shld jus ignore these negative forces bt it bcame apparent tt pple r jus gangin up against me. You sow wad u reap and u reap wad u sow. Tink abt it, if I had do anythin or tok anythin abt u, wld u still b 'alive n kickin' here ? And even if I ever do, U DESERVE it ! Why is tt so? Merely bcos U DID SMTHIN TO TRIGGER ME OFF. Wadeva I said or do, I wld haf reasons to justify tt. As much as I m concern, my conscience is clear. For me bein me, I HAD NV LIKED TO USE UNDERHAND MEANS to achieve my objectives bt if I ever do, I spare no one. For the pathetic fact tt I m tryin to regain my humane touch, pls dun ever trifle w me. Nt bcos o ur resultin poor health bt simply bcos I DO NOT WANA SIN !!
Okay, I know tt I sounded tt I haf alot o grievances here n is gettin aggressive. Reason bein, I m upset tt y such morons actually exist ?!?!?!?! God blessed u w wad human beings r blessed w bt u chose to b distorted. It's saddenin to know tt I m surrounded w pple lidat. I dun wish to b like them & I simply WILL NT b like them. Mayb it's too early to judge bt I m prayin for e best !
Rite. No more whinin here. I jus wana haf a peaceful weekends. Oh boy.
Massage tml in JB !
Oh yes, Mr. Lee, hope tt ur Granny will b fine. Haf a safe trip bk to HongKong and fulfil her wish (if any fr her to u). I will pray for her. God Bless.
Ho Ho Ho ~ Merry Xmas !
Yes !! It's gona b Xmas and therefore it wld oso mark the end o 2010 and a brand new yr o 2011 ! I pray tt wrk will b smooth-sailing and tt my studies will b gg on fine ! And o cos, I oso pray tt my health wld b stable. Most o all, I pray tt pple ard me wld b blessed in His way ! =)
Xmas : The season o givin ! I bought souvenirs bk fr Korea and I was happily distributin it away since yday !
Went bk offc tis mornin and I went ard givin my branch's colleagues some Korea tidbits.
While I enjoy givin and sharin, I DO NOT APPRECIATED THE FCKIN ATTITUDE o some buggers here !! Fckin understand tt I dun owe u anythin or ur livelihood ! I gave U wad I distributed today was solely bcos it's MY HABIT to give smthin for Xmas as o any other yrs !! Last yr, tis yr and ongoing yrs !! U dun haf to thank me for it bt dun fckin show me face like I did it to suck ur balls or m i tryin to act nice in front o pple !! Ur face simply told me nt to b a fake actor aft we had stopped tokin ! I reali wished tt I can jus go w/out havin to give u cos I cld haf given it to some other pple tt appreciates it. I had nv tried to PROFILE myself like someone else and I WILL NV b !! Seriously, IF U HAF ANY ISSUE W ME, COME HEAD ON W ME ! Showin me those fck up attitude o urs, jus make u look dang uglier and USELESS cos if u r any way capable than me, compete w me in tt aspect, YOU LOSER !
Many a time, I try convincin myself tt I shld jus ignore these negative forces bt it bcame apparent tt pple r jus gangin up against me. You sow wad u reap and u reap wad u sow. Tink abt it, if I had do anythin or tok anythin abt u, wld u still b 'alive n kickin' here ? And even if I ever do, U DESERVE it ! Why is tt so? Merely bcos U DID SMTHIN TO TRIGGER ME OFF. Wadeva I said or do, I wld haf reasons to justify tt. As much as I m concern, my conscience is clear. For me bein me, I HAD NV LIKED TO USE UNDERHAND MEANS to achieve my objectives bt if I ever do, I spare no one. For the pathetic fact tt I m tryin to regain my humane touch, pls dun ever trifle w me. Nt bcos o ur resultin poor health bt simply bcos I DO NOT WANA SIN !!
Okay, I know tt I sounded tt I haf alot o grievances here n is gettin aggressive. Reason bein, I m upset tt y such morons actually exist ?!?!?!?! God blessed u w wad human beings r blessed w bt u chose to b distorted. It's saddenin to know tt I m surrounded w pple lidat. I dun wish to b like them & I simply WILL NT b like them. Mayb it's too early to judge bt I m prayin for e best !
Rite. No more whinin here. I jus wana haf a peaceful weekends. Oh boy.
Massage tml in JB !
Oh yes, Mr. Lee, hope tt ur Granny will b fine. Haf a safe trip bk to HongKong and fulfil her wish (if any fr her to u). I will pray for her. God Bless.
Ho Ho Ho ~ Merry Xmas !
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Life..
Since I went back wrk rite aft my exams leave earlier tis mth, things in offc changed ! The initial changes occurred rite aft my surgery, wen I went bk offc in June.. It seems tt (I)offc's environment is gettin political.
First thing first, pple r formin cliques ! Dey 'form' their own gang jus like a typical team buildin process : Forming, Norming, Storming & Performing .. perhaps sooner or later, dey mite go thru ADJOURNING (I tink i mite see it comin SOON)! Dey identify their common 'goals' den dey strategise and aft which, dey show wad 'dey r capable o'... hahahaha !! Okay, I sound like I m missing some of the past modules in sch ! =P
Secondly, I m still puzzled wad e heck had I done to make pple backstab me all these while !! Apart fr me being aggressive, loud, snobbish and perhaps annoying towards pple when SOMEONE PISS ME OFF, I dun go ard stabbin pple on their 'back' neither did I actually created sabotage ! As a matter o fact, I do feel tt I wasnt selfish in sharing my knowledge.. Come to tink abt it, I regretted doin so ! Seriously, if anyone is irritated by me, y e heck cant dey jus open up their blardy mouth(s) to confront me ??? By gossiping behind my back, tt reali make u an ugly human (dun b a faker for life, spare urself e misery) ! Apparently YOU R not makin use of wad God had given u and u chose to misuse it and ruin ur life!
Thirdly, I CANOT believe someone who actually added on to these gossips, asked if I wana tok abt it !!!! HAHAHAHAHHHAHAA !! Like excuse me ???? Halo ?!?!??!! You r part o e contributin factor n u r tellin me tt THERE'S MORE THAN MEET THE EYE ??? Oh WOOOWWW !! I m impressed with tt intellectuat level of urs BY NOT BEING SENSITIVE to the surrounding cos u r surrounded w CRAPS anyway.. Dun come tellin me otherwise wen tt's wad I SEE AND HEAR ! Actions usually speak louder than words.. u UNDERSTAND tt ??? And, wad's w e betting abt me attendin e team buildin tml ??? I reckon tt u pple b happier NOT SEEING me dere .. BUT SADLY, I aint gona make it so nice for all o ya .. I b dere and I make sure I will still do my part.. Mayb u do not wish to know y I classify u in tt category BCOS u CHOSE to allow e rest to misunderstand my situation tt I M LOADED w cases, makin e rest tink tt I M GOOD FOR NOTHIN. I guess I m 101% rite abt it ! Like I said, it DOESNT matter anymore bcos I m so sick n tired o it. Havin to guard against pple is e worst thing ever tt I wana do. I learnt to trust pple all over agn & U pple chose to break tis bond within me. I hope wad goes ard, comes ard. =)
Dun come tellin me tt bcos I m an angry person and therefore pple hate me for who I m. If u r gona tell me so, it simply prove tt u r one faker too cos u once laffed along w me.
Lastly, if anyone is jus unhappy w me, come confront me rite in my face. You dun haf to b 'balless' n say it behind my back.
Enuf said. Period. Movin on.
=)
First thing first, pple r formin cliques ! Dey 'form' their own gang jus like a typical team buildin process : Forming, Norming, Storming & Performing .. perhaps sooner or later, dey mite go thru ADJOURNING (I tink i mite see it comin SOON)! Dey identify their common 'goals' den dey strategise and aft which, dey show wad 'dey r capable o'... hahahaha !! Okay, I sound like I m missing some of the past modules in sch ! =P
Secondly, I m still puzzled wad e heck had I done to make pple backstab me all these while !! Apart fr me being aggressive, loud, snobbish and perhaps annoying towards pple when SOMEONE PISS ME OFF, I dun go ard stabbin pple on their 'back' neither did I actually created sabotage ! As a matter o fact, I do feel tt I wasnt selfish in sharing my knowledge.. Come to tink abt it, I regretted doin so ! Seriously, if anyone is irritated by me, y e heck cant dey jus open up their blardy mouth(s) to confront me ??? By gossiping behind my back, tt reali make u an ugly human (dun b a faker for life, spare urself e misery) ! Apparently YOU R not makin use of wad God had given u and u chose to misuse it and ruin ur life!
Thirdly, I CANOT believe someone who actually added on to these gossips, asked if I wana tok abt it !!!! HAHAHAHAHHHAHAA !! Like excuse me ???? Halo ?!?!??!! You r part o e contributin factor n u r tellin me tt THERE'S MORE THAN MEET THE EYE ??? Oh WOOOWWW !! I m impressed with tt intellectuat level of urs BY NOT BEING SENSITIVE to the surrounding cos u r surrounded w CRAPS anyway.. Dun come tellin me otherwise wen tt's wad I SEE AND HEAR ! Actions usually speak louder than words.. u UNDERSTAND tt ??? And, wad's w e betting abt me attendin e team buildin tml ??? I reckon tt u pple b happier NOT SEEING me dere .. BUT SADLY, I aint gona make it so nice for all o ya .. I b dere and I make sure I will still do my part.. Mayb u do not wish to know y I classify u in tt category BCOS u CHOSE to allow e rest to misunderstand my situation tt I M LOADED w cases, makin e rest tink tt I M GOOD FOR NOTHIN. I guess I m 101% rite abt it ! Like I said, it DOESNT matter anymore bcos I m so sick n tired o it. Havin to guard against pple is e worst thing ever tt I wana do. I learnt to trust pple all over agn & U pple chose to break tis bond within me. I hope wad goes ard, comes ard. =)
Dun come tellin me tt bcos I m an angry person and therefore pple hate me for who I m. If u r gona tell me so, it simply prove tt u r one faker too cos u once laffed along w me.
Lastly, if anyone is jus unhappy w me, come confront me rite in my face. You dun haf to b 'balless' n say it behind my back.
Enuf said. Period. Movin on.
=)
Friday, November 12, 2010
Funny conversation !!
2 days ago, cousin asked me via MSN hw did I managed to b 'thin' nw !
My aunt heard fr Mdm. Ang tt I m as skinny as her nw & aunt wana know wad is my secret o losing weight.. hahahhaha!!! If I gona share it openly, tt means I can try to reduce e percentage o obesity locally ?? hmmmm... Oh c;mon, gimme some commendment first b4 I go on.. hahaha !!
See, how ironic it can be wen Mdm. Ang is kinda annoyed at hw much wts I had lost n dere she is, proudly announcin to almost everyone tt I m slim nw... hmmmmm.. oh boy ... Hilarious much ?? Mdm. Ang kinda contradict herself alot nwadays..
The whole pt is, I M TRULY OBSESSED to b SMALL !! u noe, it's tough to b BIG n to b MOCKED at !! Riteeeee.. I m movin on. Period.
My aunt heard fr Mdm. Ang tt I m as skinny as her nw & aunt wana know wad is my secret o losing weight.. hahahhaha!!! If I gona share it openly, tt means I can try to reduce e percentage o obesity locally ?? hmmmm... Oh c;mon, gimme some commendment first b4 I go on.. hahaha !!
See, how ironic it can be wen Mdm. Ang is kinda annoyed at hw much wts I had lost n dere she is, proudly announcin to almost everyone tt I m slim nw... hmmmmm.. oh boy ... Hilarious much ?? Mdm. Ang kinda contradict herself alot nwadays..
The whole pt is, I M TRULY OBSESSED to b SMALL !! u noe, it's tough to b BIG n to b MOCKED at !! Riteeeee.. I m movin on. Period.
Sunday, November 07, 2010
BBQ nite @ 051110.
Hong Kong Trip
Due to e hectic wrk schedule n tedious study time table, I decided to take some time off fr my short lil break b4 my exams last mth - Hong Kong !
It was a 4days 3nites trip n bcos I was so tired, travellin partners n I did not cover alot o plces..
Some random pics as followed ! =)
It was a 4days 3nites trip n bcos I was so tired, travellin partners n I did not cover alot o plces..
Some random pics as followed ! =)
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