My job

U know how it feels to haf been treated unfairly ??

U know how it feels to haf suffer fr grievances ??

I m feelin real bad nw. I snapped at wrk today & belive it or not, I tear in offc.

I was triggered off by heavy wrkload & by someone in my offc - someone who chose to slack at wrk which in turns affected my morale dang badly.

It seems to be a lousy after-effect rite after my bday !!!!

Mdm Ang be leavin tis offc aft tml. I duno how life gona b aft tt. I kinda foresee myself gg thru some more rough patches ahead. I had nv felt tis way b4.

It's like, pple say dere r stress up cos o wrk & hw abt me ??? My wrkload is dang heavy nw & I gotta study too !!! My exams r comin but I still make it a pt to deliver my wrk, well. I felt real drained recently.

Boss anticipated tt I wont stay long in tis job & tdy I told him tt I m lookin out for new job alr. Bad move ?? I guess so. I complaint everythin to him rite b4 lunch. It seems like I m bombarded w all e shits tt one can ever tink o in my section & to make it worse, I m reali on my own nw.

Monday Morning

Last weekends were crazy ! hahahaha. Sat was at the 'Glam' Me up event @ Orhard & aftwhich I was out w my Darling till late nite. Yea, it was tirin bt fun !! Den yday I was out doin project w my team mates. Yet another tirin bt fulfillin session !! hahahahaa.

Today bk @ wrk & I m so slpy. Thank god tt I m able to take things slow in offc today. hahaha. Class tonite & I wonder if I b gg off earlier ?? hmmm... It's gona b end o e semester !! Exams soon & I m lookin forward for my short trip either in Nov/Dec w my darling !! First time travellin w her thou. LOLz.

Rite, I b uploadin some pics tt were taken on Sat real soon. Stupid laptop o mine, do not allow me to do any edit on blogspot @ hme. zzzzzzzzzz. I can only blog in offc nw. Dang.

Okies, bk to wrk !!!

So sick o everything...

On Tuesday, I was out w my kinky boi, Darling & our lil boy !! hahahaa. Had a gud session o KTV & eventually I fell sick. Well Done.

And over e weekends, I been startin to have some mixed feelings towards certain issue. I had decided to give up on tryin to glue back all e bits & pieces. I have grown tired o tryin to maintain my feelings & attitude. I gona revert back to wad I was b4. I hate to know tt I m tryin way too hard to make things wrk wen I know it's all nothin BUT CRAPS !!!

No matter how much efforts I put in, things still screw up & it jus dun wrk e way I wan it to b.

My wrkload gettin heavier & my studies r tedious. I duno how long more I can hang on. Thou my accts test passed relatively well, it somehow told me tt it was my lecturer bein lenient cos someone actually almost scored full mark !!!!!!!!!! NB !!!! Initially I tot it is a morale booster but it was proven otherwise.

Okay, my migraine is back. I gona rest awhile & head to sch for accts test tonite.

God bless !!

Weekends !!

I m gona go for a rd o shoppin tis evenin w Kinky Boi !! LOLz.

And my weekends gona burn due to sch commitments ? hahaha. I duno but I have gt more things to do apart fr project meetin w my team mates. Dang. I m seriously lackin o slp n my dark rings r gettin fr bad to worse & my body is alr protestin against me nt havin sufficient rest. siggghhhzzzz !!

Wad's more hurtin to me is tt I gona have a 'change in my wrkin environment'.... No, I m nt resignin, yet. Bt I gona have a change o partner. Sighz. Tt's reali smthin tt I HAD NV EXPECTED to happen so fast. U know, I m consider new to e job thou I m in my job for more than 13mths & it always seems tt I m so reliant on my partner cos she's dang gud in her job. Nw tt she's gona leave me soooooooooon, I do not know how to handle future wrk. Tis is partly e reason y I dun allow frens ard me to b dependent on me cos e side-effect can b rather drastic, smthin like wad I m facin nw.

I been rather emo for the past few days tt I jus cant concentrate in wrk. I m so moody till I can even get some nitemare at nite. Gudness. I hope I wnt get depression n stuffs.

God Bless.

Have a gud weekend ahead. I m kinda excited for tml. I duno y. LOLz.