Preparin for e long week...

It's monday & I was so bz in e mornin. Meeting, phone calls, draftin letters & stuffs.... WEN WILL I BE MORE FREE ???!?!?!

I b gg movie tml wit Mandy. I nid to relax myself jus one day b4 my freakin Law test. zzzzz.

I m prayin hard tt I m able to get by my freakin course. I DUN wish to repeat any modules at all. Dang.

Okay, back to wrk.

I be havin class tonite. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Rainy mornings

U know how it feels like to wake up in the morn, realisin tt it's rainin & u jus hope to continue lyin down on ur comfy bed to rot thru e whole day ??? Oh crapz, I struggled to get myself outta bed for e past few morns & it feels weird tt no one is givin me morn calls any longer. Dang.

Rite, mid week finally !!! 2 more days to weekends & I m havin law class tonite. I b gettin outta offc early today to meet my darling !!! No, nt for leisure BT to go chinese physician !! I m havin bad bodyache, my ankle hurts & my stomach is still nt well. hur hur hur.

Mon nite I sneaked away fr class during tea-break & I m wonderin if I wld do so tonite !! hahahahahaa. I duno bt my body is gettin way too tired to go on ?? hahahaha. It's like I dozed off as early as 10pm on nites tt I've gt no class & wakes up as late as 6.45am to prepare for wrk. Dang. How rush can it get !!!

Okay, start o fastin mth & I m stayin in offc tgt wit my kakis bt wit myself munchin away. Hmmmm. I promised myself to do partial fast & I gona fulfil tis promise !!! No, nt for diet bt for smthin spiritual !! Yea, I bet u pple mus b tinkin since wen I m so religious !! hahahaha. I m always one, jus tt I kept my mouth shut !!! muahahahahahaha.

And I gona start wrk soooooooooon. I dun wana caught doin smthin 'illegal' here. LOLz.

Update sooooooooooooooooooooooon.. Tata !!

I m cranky, grouchy & negative today !!

Fck these monday blues !!!! I m feelin so rundown today !!!!

U know, it's like, I feel tt I wana resign fr my job, I wana screw pple ard me, I wana snap at everyone, everything & I jus wana float in my own personal space today w/out pple intrudin my privacy !!! I wan no disturbance.

I m badly mind-fcked by someone. Yes, tt someone. Tt new someone whom I allowed to disrupt my life for the past few weeks. Dang. How dumb o me.

And I seriously hate it wen some ATTACHED MEN OUT DERE, ASKIN ME IF I M KEEN TO BE THEIR LONG-TERM LOVER !!! KNNBCCB !! How itchy can these men get ??? Apparently their lil bro tink better than their brain.

I reali pity their gfs who r kept in e dark o all these STUPID DOINGS.

These men r gettin e best o both worlds. Fck.

Okay, no doubt tt I m feelin abit wrong today bt somehow I m sober enuff to know wad's rite n wrong.

Friday !!!!!

It's friday all over agn !!!! Weekends are here !!!!!! wooooo hooooo~~!!!

Okay, for no reason, I duno y m I so excited abt it bcos I b havin class tonite & is wrkin tml mornin too. LOLz. I m wondering if anyone would date me out tis weekends. LOLz. I m missin my Darling thou. =) And is also wonderin if he would ever wana meet me tml or smthin?? hahahaha. Oh Crapz. I b muggin away over e weekends cos o my next upcomin test !!

I wana watch movie all o a sudden & I feel like gg outdoor too. All these sudden craves kinda freak me out cos I m only lidat wenever I M STRESS !!! Dang............ But den agn, I guess I m stress up cos o one issue. zzzzzzzz.

Tis issue kinda bothers me for e past few weeks at least. It's nonetheless the matters o e heart affairs. zzzzzzz. I duno. It's givin me mixed feelings. I wan it yet I dun wan it. And tt fellow seems to mind wen I m tryin to get away fr him. LOLz. Rite, I m tokin abt another person here, not tt HIM tt I had jus mentioned earlier on. LOLz. =P

Everybody been tellin me tt it's obvious tt smthin is gg on wit him towards me BUT I choose nt to take it into consideration COS HE DID NOT confess or smthin. On e otherhand, it bothers me wen I feel tt he's tryin to 'mind-fck' me. hurrrrr.. It's unbearable, trust me !!! And I gona do back e same thing to him too.

I appreciate his attn towards me. I wouldnt deny e fact tt I m enjoyin it too. keke.

So e morale o e story is, I gona drill him n make him tok !!! ahahahahahahhaa. Okay, I know I m bein super-duper random here. =P

I gona slp. I m havin migraine since last nite.

Happy Lunchin dear all !!!

Random Rants....agn

I m soooo tired cos my body been soooo weak !!!

Nauseous daily and yes, my cramp is back !!!! Aft 4mths.... zzzzz. Ridzwan was suggestin tt I shld fast wit them fr next week on to allow my stomach to rest. hur hur hur. U know, pukin daily is a much difficult 'job' as compared to me doin hsehold chores. zzz. Oh God, I m seriously havin enuf thou alot commented tt I had lose much weight. =(

Monday jus submitted tt sickenin assignment & 2 weeks more to my Law test. Dang. LKC reminded me to start studyin nw. Seriously, I was tinkin tt tis weekends I shld go out to meet fren n to pak tor BUT apparently I was not given tis blardy opportunity at all. Reality sux !! Or mayb I shld say LKC reminded me o too much stuffs !!!

Okay, I had uploaded LKC's pic into my FB's album & tt caught someone's attn. =) I mean, tt spark off some tiny-winy funny tots. LOLz. LKC, stop tellin me tt no woman likes u cos I feel tt u r not-bad lookin & on top o e fact tt u drives, I tot it would b easier for u to find gf ??? LOLz. But den agn, I trust tt U nid no 'lambor/ferrari' to support for e rest o ur lives !! kekeke. Okay, NO PUN INTENDED !!!! Aft bein fren for a decade here, I will do u, LKC, a favour by askin tt COSPLAY gal in class if she's attached or smthin ok ?? Wait for my gud news !!!! LOLz.

I've been havin pimples outbreak cos I did nt get sufficient slp for comin 2 mths !!! My body is dang heaty tt I get lotsa ulcers. =( Thou I managed to lose some weight nw, I tink I look HAGGARD !! NB !!!! Wen would I b able to get enuff slp at nite & b able to get a normal daily routine............ hur hur hur..

It's been 4 days since we last tok. Dang. He went MIA. Wer e hell is he ???? He is reali makin my life seein alil bit o hope BUT I know it's all smokescreen !! hahahahahahaa.

Alrite, back to reality. I gona slp durin tis lunch hour.

8 Reasons Why U r Still Single

Okay, mins b4 lunch time, I decided to take a longer break.

I was browsin thru some online forum and smthin thread caught my attn as follows :

http://www.sgclub.com/singapore/eight_reasons_why_192654.html

You’re independent, decent-looking and financially stable. You have lots to offer, yet you’re still single.

If you can’t understand why you’ve not found the right person, maybe you’ve been guilty of the classic mistakes many singles make.

See if any of the reasons below describe you perfectly, and perhaps it's time to think about ways to remedy your predicament.

Reason #1: You are as busy as a bee.
Your career is your first love, and ambition flows fervently through your veins. You thought you could find a partner after rising to the top of the corporate ladder, but you’ve since realized there is no end to the climb.Having spent most of your time focusing on getting ahead, you’ve lost sight of your social life and now you have no clue where to begin searching for your life partner. But just remember that you have to make time for the things that matter to you.

Reason #2: You value your independence over being ‘tied down’ by a partner.
When you were younger, being single and independent was enticing, as you could do anything you wanted without being accountable to someone else.But being in a relationship involves plenty of commitment, sacrifice and compromise. Even though you’re probably in the habit of doing things on your own terms, sometimes a little change is good.Your daily routines are not set in stone; try to let go and be more open to allow someone in. You can invite that special someone into your life and still have your freedom (plus you now have newfound freedom to share transparently and intimately with your partner.)

Reason #3: You don’t try hard enoughGood things in life don’t come for free.
If you’re sitting around the house, moping and waiting for the right person to somehow fall from the sky, your chances of success are slim. It sounds intimidating and stressful, but the more you put yourself out there, the more opportunities you have to meet your ideal match.Sure, you’ll have to sift through several unlikely candidates before meeting someone with promise, but it’ll be worth it.When you put in the time and effort to expand your social circle, you’ll find yourself making more friends, and potential prospects will come naturally along the way.

Reason #4: You have high standards that are impossible to meet.
If your checklist includes requirements like tall, good-looking, fit, intelligent, charismatic, rich, and with flawless character traits, chances are you’ll be disappointed.We all want our life partner to be perfect (or as close to perfection as possible), but somewhere along the line we have to admit that it’s unachievable, because no one is perfect.You don’t have to lower your standards to include everyone on the street, but if you’re too choosy about qualities you’re looking for in a partner, you may be letting the right person slip through your fingers.

Reason #5: You are too afraid to put yourself out there and meet other people.
The thought of being vulnerable and opening up to someone else scares you to death.Our fears include commitment, failure and rejection; you feel self-conscious and lack the confidence to approach others of the opposite sex.But all you need is to take that first step to meet new people and engage in simple conversation with them. Once you’ve gotten that initial meeting out of the way, things will go smoother and fall into place easily.Remember, practice makes perfect.

Reason #6: You have turned bitter and cynical after failed past relationships.
We’ve all had our hearts broken (sometimes into several pieces), but it is essential to learn from it and move on. You can’t let your negativity affect you when trying to meet new people, because no one wants to be stuck in the presence of a sour puss.So take some time to let old wounds heal, then leave all that baggage behind and look forward to starting a new, clean slate with someone else.

Reason #7: You have not made an effort to maintain your appearance consistently.
Appearances matter. It’s as simple as that.We may try to convince ourselves to look past the surface and see the beauty that lies within, but if there is no physical chemistry, the relationship will face a challenging start.That is not to say that you must look perfectly coiffed during every single second of every single day, but at least attempt to look decent and maintain a good appearance consistently whether at work or play.You never know when you will bump into a potential partner. So put in the effort to learn the art of grooming, ie. wearing the right colour or style that is uniquely you.

Reason #8: You treasure your possessions more than people.
We all have things that we love – our favorite pets, computers, cars, TV shows, gadgets, clothes, and the list goes on.But keep in mind that these are merely material belongings, and cannot substitute for human companionship. So put aside your valuables for at least one day in a week, and step out into the world to give yourself an opportunity to find love.With all that said, the main thing is to keep an open mind and be receptive to opportunities. Go out and attend social events. Volunteer your service for charities and make no qualms about trying out dating services or professional matchmaking services.Now that you’re armed with all this knowledge, it’s time to put yourself out there and start to explore.

http://www.divaasia.com/article/4757

Bz Monday

My assignment gona due in abt 2.5hrs time & rite nw I m sittin in e sch library bloggin away & lookin at hw LKC rush his wrk too. Hw nice can it get rite ?? zzzzz.

I had more or less finished off my essay bt I have gona help others on it rite nw. Rite, I did not attend class tonite too. Information overloaded & I believe tt I will doze off in class. hahahaha. I m reali lackin o slp for the past few weeks.

And I m super duper hungry nw !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A hungry woman is an angry woman !!! =P

U know, my life had changed so much till I reali tink tt I m makin full use o my time to do all e things in e world tt I shld b doin nw. B it wrk, studies or personal commitment, I m feelin rather fulfillin tt I m finally takin a fuller control than b4. =)

Okay pple, wish me n my coursemates wit ample lucks to get by tis assignment !!!

Ciaoz.

So screwed !!!!

I got my new handset BUT I stupidly sync my fckin mobile messenger wit my MSN messenger & MY CONTACTS ALL GONE !!!! KNNBCCB !!!!!

I m so fckin irritatin by it !!!!!!!!!!!

Pple, Pls IM me so tt I can add u back in my list & if u tink tt I m takin up space in ur MSN contact, jus leave me alone & perhaps delete me off. Thank u.

Fatigue is killin me

I cant slp well at nite for the past few weeks.

I duno if I m too stress or I m simply too excited over e fact tt I m gona b havin my first test since sch start & tt my assignment b due real soon.

Dang. Not a gud sign.

For the past 2 nites at least, I slept less than 4hrs & I can reali feel tt my body is protestin over these lack o slp. zzzzzzzzzzzz.

I gona b skippin class tonite & to study for my accts test for tml & to make myself slp as early as possible. Which mean to say - no more late nite chattin on e phone, no more surfin of net & games, no more IMs & no more TV !!!!! hur hur hur.

Okay, LKC is nt online, yet. Dun tell me he reali take leave for today. LOLz.

Aft my accts test tml, I gona rush my assignment tt is to be due on tis comin monday. And I m prayin hard tt I be able to collect my new handset today !!!! I finally laid my hand on one o e rather gud buy ard - Samsung Omnia PRO !!! hahahahahaha. Cant wait !!!! Aft usin my current one for more than 2yrs. kekeke.

Rite, I m waitin for my breakfast time & my stomach is churnin away. Dang.

No more oily food. My stomach only likes light food. Sayin which, I supposed tt my body wana me to put some mass n to cut away those extra fats. It jus dun allow me to eat more tt wad I m supposed to have. zzzzz. Kay, I gona b on STRICT DIET. =P

To my dearest Mr. Lee

Do u know tt I reali hate it wen u acted like a manbitch ??? I guess u dun.

Do u know tt u scolded me cos o tt blardy traffic jam along east coast rd cos u tink u b late to meet ur customer in Jurong West ??? I bet u dun.

R u aware tt ur attitude towards me jus pissed me off so badly tt u dun even understand how I feel deep inside ??? I supposed tt u dun.

R u aware tt each time I tell u tt I dun wana tok to u for e rest o e day & yet u still bother to call me, u piss me off even further ??? I reckon u dun.

At times, I wish tt I can b more patient towards u but it seems tt u somehow dun quite respect me in a way or two.

Perhaps u b thinkin I m in one o my mood nw. BUT I m sober enuf to know tt earlier on I DID NOT PISSED U OFF.

U were rantin away, sayin tt sgporeans r sooooooo kia su as Shell got 44% discount tt caused tt freakin jam & I chose to kip quiet. I wasnt bz. As a matter o fact, each time u wana tok to me, I tried to give u my 100% concentration BUT u dun !!! I let u complain n whine & wen u wan my opinion, did I nt give u any ??? Wen each time u know tt u got e answer urself alr, yet u still ask for mine, U BRUSH ME OFF tactlessly. I chose to kip mum till e day I cant tolerate anymore.

To tink tt u actually raised ur voice on me jus bcos o tt blardy traffic jam, it shows how much I mean to u.

U once told me to tell u wad I m not happy abt BUT u chose to filter it off.

U once told me NOT TO ASK U TO READ IN BTW E LINES BUT u nv bother to read wad I was hintin u.

At e end o e day, U r makin me way too tired to bother abt u.

Relaxin Friday !!

Ever since i started schling, I do not have a day off my books. And today, I reali enjoyed myself. First thing first, it was Ridzwan's weddin recept & aft which I head over to Bin's plc while waitin for Alex to come back for our supper !! hahahaha.

I wana express my blessings to Ridzwan & partner - Blissful marriage !!! =)

Side track abit, Y DIN E NEWS REPORT THE BREAKDOWN O SMRT TRAIN FOR YDAY'S MORNIN INCIDENT ??? So nice o them to kip it undercover. Sadly, TIS IS DANG DEPRESSIN to face tis kinda problem constantly.

Late for wrk DUE TO MRT TRAIN

Seriously, SMRT's service standard do not justify e transport fare tt we r all payin nw thou I m aware tt wadeva we r payin nw r peanuts. I noe I shldnt b bloggin abt such issue BUT TIS MORN'S INCIDENT PISSED ME OFF BADLY !!!

Tis morn I got outta hse as per normal like any other days. I hopped on to tis train abt abt 7.20am. In e course o tis travellin journey, e train broke down rite b4 it reaches Clementi Station !!!!!! Nvm, I tot tis disruption may only last for 10mins or so. I was so damn wrong. It stopped for abt 35mins !!!!! Wen it finally moved into Clementi station, commuters rushed into e train as if dere was some sales gg on and there were some aunties tt literally landed their body onto mine. I was squashed like a ball. Dang. Everybody was graspin for air to breathe too. And I seen few guys perspirin as if dey were drenched in e rain. zzzzz...

Guess wad, I tot service back to normal & I was so wrong all over agn. Train parked in Clementi Startion for another holly 7mins. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. At tis pt in time, I called back offc for 2nd time. I noe tt I b so dang late for wrk !!!!

Rite, movin off to e next station, e train stopped every few seconds interval. So can u imagine fr one stop to another, it took like 10mins or so ????? Tis went on fr Clementi till Redhill. *cries* The operator kept apologisin over e announcement service n seriously tt pissed me off further. SORRY NO CURE !!!!! I dun wan SORRY but REMEDY !!!!

Seriously, tis whole journey fr my hse to offc took abt almost 2hrs !!!! It's like travellin to offc n back hme. zzzzzzzzzzz. Wad can I say ??? Cant b help BUT I JUS DUN UNDERSTAND WHY TIS HAPPEN FREQUENTLY ???? So much for increasin our transport fees periodically for 'better changes tt were implemented', train service got disruption periodically. Everyone got affected - late for wrk in e midst o peak hours. hahahaha.

Hilarious much ??? Simply YES !!!! Cos my supervisor jus asked me to apply for time off due to e disruption !!!!

It's FCKIN UNFAIR COS I WAS NOT LATE TO HOP ON TO E TRAIN FOR WRK !!!! IT WAS THE BREAKDOWN O E TRAIN TT CAUSED ME NOT TO BE ON TIME FOR WRK !!!! Y DO I HAVE TO BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR IT ?!!!!!!!!

Superrrr Annnnoooyyyinn !!!

I m seriously irritated by some annoyin a**sholes ard. Dang !!

I simply duno y some pple r jus so inconsiderate & insensitive to pple ard them tt dey insistently do SENSELESS stuffs to get on someone's else nerves !!!!

I duno y such personality exist !! Someone fill me in ??

hahahaha. Hilarious much tt I m CONSTANTLY TREATED LIKE A BLARDY FOOL ??? I m laffin at myself for the past few weeks for doin so much for a person n is gettin unappreciative wit e fact tt some pple out dere start to detest me ???

Initially I do givin a freakin dang if pple actually call me a B*tch or smthin cos i had forgotten tt I M ACTUALLY ONE SINCE 'N' YRS AGO !! hahahahahaa. And therefore, I wnt giv a fark if pple actually call me some names BEHIND MY BACK !!!

Frankly, some pple tt I m seein almost every other day annoyed bcos DEY R A BRUNCH O CLUELESS MONKEY, I mean, YOUNG PUNKIES !!! I shant elaborate more cos it's jus nt worth my time o more than a min. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

To those who r pissin me off daily, DUN EVER TEST MY BLARDY PATIENCE. U wnt wana knw wad kinda devil I m.