Friday, August 27, 2010

Maybe It's True ...

Title: Maybe
Artist: Jay Sean

Beep Beep! oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hopin it's a text from you..hmm..
It aint right read ya messages twice, thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feelin like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
As knowing I wasn't waiting in vain..

Maybe its true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that ur stuck on me too
maybe i'm wrong
It's all in my head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said

I'm always connected online
Hooked on myspace all the time
Hopin you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
see I'm hopelessly fallin for you,
Every night on the phone and I flirt with you..
and I know that you like it girl
All jokin aside,
What say you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

Maybe its true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that ur stuck on me too
maybe im wrong
It's all in my head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said

Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]

Maybe its true (OH)
I'm caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance that ur stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
maybe i'm wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
It's all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said
(both haven't said)

Maybe Its True I'm Caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance that You're Stuck On Me Too
Maybe I'm Wrong, It's All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said
Maybe it's true..(Baby I Miss You)
I'm caught up on you (Look I Want You)
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Fck up things tt occur !

First thing first, I reali gotta say tt I REALI CANT WORK WITH WOMEN !!

Had my 2nd proj mtg today & I fired at someone whom I had tried maintainin my attitude towards to. Apparently she dun realised tt she triggered me off w her earlier actions & I reali canot take it anymore till today. She was late for 10mins n e moment she settled down at e table, she started pullin one o my guy aside to discuss abt some details w/out havin consulted any o us. While I was being stressed w e inputs for e ppt (n told one o e guy nt to disturb me for e time bein), I chose to poke my ass on e discussion tt she was havin. So the firing started at tis pt ! I asked y tis n tt & she turned on her defensive mechanism. For me bein me, I started my shootings too. To cut e story short, she pulled another guy aside n told him tt she wan to leave our grp. The guy, bein nice, tried to dissuade her fr leavin bt her intentions were too strong. So she left, for gud. We continued w our discussion. It was abt an hr ltr, we saw her FB status update w smthin like tis (i cant quite recall wad was e actual statement) : 'I had nv wrk w someone who is uncooperative and unappreciative !' Uncooperative ? Who was e one whom once said tt we nid nt start so soon on e discussion & why was it tt we gotta meet n discuss ?!?!?!?! WHO WAS TT ?!?!?! Unappreciative ??? Did you reali tried puttin in efforts to get things done ?!?! Okay, I m NOT SAYIN TT I DO ALOT bt at least I wana get things done in a proper manner ! Wadeva it is, it was anticipated tt she will leave e grp n join others. TO MY FELLOW TEAMMATES : I apologise for the harsh decision made in gettin pple in w/out seekin ur prior approval. Sorry for e troubles.

Second thing, someone posted on his FB abt me backstabbin him. We know each other for years since secondary sch days. Somehow we shared alot o things in common, like our family background, e things we went thru & perhaps our bitchy-ness in a way or two. Den it happened tt he intruded someone else's privacy n read some MSN conversation. Fr tt conversation tt he 'happened to read', he concluded tt I M A BACKSTABBER ! KNNBCCB !! For e mere fact tt I WAS STATING NOTHIN BT E TRUTH, he cant take it & started callin me all sorts o 'nicknames'. I m fine w it cos I did not say anythin beyond doubt. Yes, u pple mite tink tt I shldnt b do such thing to a fren for yrs bt it's tirin havin to give concessions all e way. Thou I reali appreciates e fact tt he used to help me alot wen I was so dang down 6yrs ago, to b objective & partial, I m dealin w different issues n aspects here. He can choose to b tis crude in postin tt I shall get my retribution in times to come, den wad abt him intrudin pple's privacy & nt bein mature enuff to even reflect on his own actions. Okay, I noe tt I shldnt b e one judgin tis n tt bt it boils down to e fact tt certain actions reap certain outcome. Perhaps it all happened cos o his bluntness towards me yday & therefore I cant help bt to release my aggressions tis way.

Period. I m headin to bed.