Interesting Post

I came across this particular postin fr a online forum & I find it interesting ....

http://www.sgclub.com/singapore/3_ways_know_179858.html

1. He introduces you to his acquaintances.
One of the ways through which you will determine whether your boyfriend is serious about your relationship is when he introduces you to the people who are close to him. A man who is just flirting around will rarely, if ever, introduce you to important people in his life. This is especially the case when it comes to members of his family. So, when your boyfriend takes this step, it is a clear indication that he is confident about making deeper commitment with you.

2. The frequency of his contacts with you.
A man who is serious about taking things further will get in touch with you every now and then. At times he will call you just to hear your voice. This shows that you feature prominently in his mind.

3. He asks about your opinion.
A man who is in love with you and would like to make a commitment will tend to ask for your opinion about things that matter to him. This is a way by which he is opening up to you, allowing you to share part of his life, and only a serious man will do this.These signs will show that your boyfriend is getting ready to walk down the aisle with you. However, if you do not see such signs, you should not lose heart. There are definite steps that you can take to influence him to be more serious. If you are convinced that he is the man you should spend the rest of your life with, you do not have to wait for him to propose. You can urge him towards it, but subtly.

You have the power within you to make your boyfriend commit. Don't just leave it to fate or wait for him to approach you.

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hahahahahhaa .. Men... Weird creatures.... I guess it's hard to know wad e heck these creatures r tinkin inside.... I still feel tt dey jus dun mean wad dey say ..

Okay, I m tired to debate. No mood to wrk. And I wana go back n slp !!!

Random Rants

At tis pt in time, I desperately wan to start sch & I simply cant wait much longer cos I NID NEW CHALLENGES TO STIMULATE MYSELF !!! Wrk is stagnant & I m seriously gettin sick o it wit nt much motivation.........

At tis pt in time, I simply wish to put an end to all the idiotic things tt r happenin to me !! Life sux isnt it ? I m surrounded by bitches & bastards tt r makin my life miserable. Only a handful o my dearies could perk up my life...

At tis pt in time, I wish I could get rid o some pests in my life. I dun nid pple to tell me things tt I HAD ALR KNOW !!

At certain pt in time, I wish I could screw my current job as I still tink tt I M UNDERPAID !!!

At certain pt in time, I wish tt bitch would look herself in her freakin mirror to judge if she's much better-lookin than me !!!! Wen she actually commented tt I m puttin on weight like no one biz !!! Wad makes her in any way better than me wen she dun even haf a proper command o language ??

For God sake, I DUN NID A MAN WHO ACTUALLY MIND-FCK ME EVERY NOW & DEN !! I jus nid a simple & normal man .....................

And for Christ sake, I simply nid to chill & cool it off.

Perhaps I shld come out wit a 101 things tt piss me off !!

Oh boy, I m sufferin fr fatal Monday Blues. Dang !?

Sunday Nite

Tml back to wrk & my supervisor would b back in offc............ SIAN !!!!!

I din slp well last nite at all. Got back hme ard 3am, shower n uploaded e pics & by e time I lay down on my bed, it was abt 4.30am........

I couldnt slp at all. Dun ask me why. I woke up as early as 8am & I couldnt slp alr. zzzzzz.

Met CML for awhile @ Jur Pt & I went for another round o mini shoppin spree. hahahahahaha..

I realised one thing - I wore the same red dress for Constance's bday party as last yr !!!! hahahahahahaha..

Anyway, I reali enjoyed myself last nite !!

Before our KTV session....

Happy Bday My Dear Constance !!!!! KTV session !

Saturday plan

I duno to go Double O or not .. cos my stomach is playin tricks on me agn !!! Damn !!! I m havin e runs ..... At e rate tt I m havin all these shits wit my pukings, I tink I m losin mass in a unhealthy manner. Oh goodness. Bro even asked if I m on diet pills ... *faintz*

Tonite is Constance's Bday celebration !! hahahaha. So fast tt 1yr had pass us by. Last yr she celebrated her bday @ Double O too. hahahaha. And I was down wit some illness den. hmmmm..

Okies, I gona prepare to go out sooooooon...

Have a gud weekends, peeps !!!

And I m hopin to see him tonite, if he wana meet me...... =)

It's FRIDAY !!!!

I cant wait for our gatherin tml !!!

I cant wait to see my peeps aft soooooo long !!!

And I tink I gona drink abit o liquor tml nite.... kekekekekeke..

Random things I did durin my branch gatherin earlier on today....

'cos u r stupid wad...'

To tink tt U can say tt I M STUPID, WHY DUN U JUS STOP CALLIN ME ?

Wad gud does it make to call me since I M STUPID ??

And if I M STUPID, DUN B DUMB enuf to call a STUPID person as it will make u STUPID too !!

Why is that so ??

Why is it tt U still dun understand wad I wan fr u ?

Why is it tt U jus dun understand WHY I M PISSED WIT U ??

Why is it tt U only wan to perceive me as havin PMS almost every other day ???

Why is it tt U dun wana stop pissin me off wit ur ignorant words ????

Why dun u tink it thru wad exactly tt upsets me wit e things u do n say ?????

TELL ME WHY !!!!??!! AND DO U KNOW WHY IN THE FIRST PLCE WHY M I BEIN UPSET WIT U ??????

U called me every other day tellin me tt U dun wana quarrel wit me.

U called me every other day tellin me tt U jus wana tok to me.

U called me every other day tellin me things tt I mite not even wana hear cos u will nv listen to me even if u ask for my opinion.

Still, I m rather patient wit u.

And I know tt my tolerance towards u NEVER DIE.

JUS WHY CANT U STOP PISSIN ME OFF FOR GUD ?? WEN U KNOW TT I DUN GET ANGRY WIT U FOR MORE THAN 3 DAYS !!!

U R JUS TAKIN ME FOR GRANTED !!! ARENT U ?????????

Special Kind Of Smthin

If u ask me, I would say tt I m havin tis special kinda feelin nw. Smthin tt I had lost touch wit for at least 3 yrs.

Gud or Bad ? I supposed I had moved on. =)

I m feelin alil excited. I m feelin alil thrilled. I m feelin alil blissful. I m so captivated by him.

He gives me a serene feel in e midst o confusion. Smthin tt I had lost since yrs ago. And tis is somewhat I m tryin to find it back wit me aft sooooo long. He gives me assurance wen I need it.

Alrite. Smthin lost, smthin gained. I gotta admit tt I may have to give up on some other things in exchange for such longing.

Oh well. Tt's life I guess. Give & take is part & passel o life.

Oh boy. Tis is so random o me. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

WTF ?

Tis is a super blood-boilin-incident tt reali agitated me damn badly till I can reali kill a tiger nw !! KNNBCCB. Lousy start o e week !!

Auntie Ang came back hme fr wrk & she informed me tt Bro's boss called her earlier today to get her to tell bro to stay home for self quarantine for @ least 3 days once he came back fr his blardy overseas trip. NBCCB. And Auntie Ang was commentin tt if anythin goes hay-wired, all o us shall stay hme tgt. Den Uncle Chong commented tt IT'S HARD FOR BRO TO STAY HME cos he will nv wana stuck himself @ hme. Auntie Ang added wit tis : "SEE EACH OTHER FOR SO MANY DAYS UH, CANNOT DUN MEET FOR FEW DAYS MEH ?!?!?"

It's totally screwed. Trust me. U pple wil nt understand wad I m feelin inside.

Wad I m pissed wit is tt, I fckin dun understand y mus we practice self quarantine wen THERE ARE SOME CLUELESS FCKERS OUT THERE WHO DUN EVEN BOTHER TO SEEK MEDICAL HELP UPON KNOWIN TT THEY MITE GET E FCKIN H1N1? OR SOME OTHER FCKERS WHO CANT EVEN B BOTHERED TO EXERCISE SELF QUARANTINE WEN THEY COME BACK FROM THEIR OVERSEAS TRIP ?!?!?!?! Like hello ??? Wana die ?? Let these pple hug tgt & die lah !! Y wana drag innocent party wit u ??? Din ur mama teach u to b more saint ???? Oh well, APPARENTLY NOT !!!!

The pt nw is, Y THESE BRAINLESS ASSHOLES R FREAKIN SO INCONSIDERATE ???? I m pissed cos I know pple who r lidat !!! Came back fr their trip & e very next day, dey r out on e road, on e street, tryin to pass those viruses n germs ard....... Fck.

Yes, I know I m makin a big fuss out o it.Nw, if bro gona self quarantine, shld I inform my boss as well ?? I DUN WANA GET QUARANTINE TOO !!! Damn !! I have gt outstandin wrk to clear ................... *cries*

All sorts o pple exist in tis world

At times i jus dun get it. Y some pple jus choose to be clueless.

And wen I feel tt someone is clueless, tis person reali gets on my nerves.

I did it for the past few days.

Gud or Bad ? Hard to tell.

But all I can say is, these group o personalities shld b left alone n get destroy by their own piece o wrk.

Like seriously, Y CANT DEY FCKIN WAKE UP THEIR IDEA & use their fckin common sense ????

Is it so difficult to use their pea brain to THINK ????

I guess God mus have made a mistake. (Sry God, but I m indeed puzzled wit ur will.)

Ugly S'poreans Part II

It's reali irritatin n sickenin to see how S'poreans carry themselve everywhere dey go. I guess I aint nt much better but perhaps wit alil more awareness o hw I shld b doin things in public.

As evryone knows, I take train to wrk every mornin. Tis mornin is a unpleasant one. There was tis woman who boarded e train @ lakeside wit me. She was wearin a blue top wit a pair o kaki pant. She was havin 2 bags wit her - a Fujitsu laptop bag & her ultra-auntie handbag. zzzzzzzz. She kinda got on my nerves wit her blardy bags !!! KNN. U know, mornin rush-hour, e train is usually packed wit human traffic. And tis blardy brainless woman who fidgetin ard in her limited space which somehow 'intruded' my privacy too. FCK.

Each time she moved her body, her fckin laptop bag would b hittin my hip. It occured at least 6times cos each time I got hit, I would look @ her direction & she would b strugglin to pull her hp out fr her bag & would b bz sms-ing away wit her blardy hp. The funny part was, she actually placed her hp in her bag wen I tink she was expectin some reply & evrytime she received sms, she WOULD HAF TO TURN TO HER BAG TO TAKE OUT HER HP & HER LAPTOP BAG WOULD HIT ME!!!!! On top o tt, she hit me wit her blardy hand too cos she was adjustin her top & combin her bad hair.

Now, I JUS DUN UNDERSTAND y cant she use her blardy pea brain to tink!! The train is packed & y mus she do big-actioned-actions ??????? Din her mama taught her common sense ??? WTH !!!!

Okay, tt was e first one. Second, there was tis ah pek whom stood in front o me, back-facing tt blardy woman. I duno wad's e problem wit his ah pek tt he has got to turn back n look towards my direction like every minute ?????!!!?? Tt's irritatin for sure. It was like, behind me was those kia-su passengers whom managed to secure a seat for their travellin journey & wad's dere to see for tis ah pek ?? Was he tryin to peep my boobs ?? Fck.

While he irritated me wit his constant turnin o his old head, HE ACTUALLY YAWNED @ MY DIRECTION !!! KNN !!! HIS BREATHE WAS BAD !!!!! It smells !!!! Like he did not brush his teeth tis mornin ??? OMFG !!! I cant believe tt I almost suffocated tis mornin.

I mean, you can yawn BUT FCKIN BLOCK UR OPENED MOUTH WIT UR BLARDY HAND LAH !!!! NB !!! BAD BREATHE CUM UNHYGIENIC !!!! WTF ??? I cant imagine if tt blardy ah pek has got some disease or virus. I m sry to say tis BUT I dun wana die so early !!! I've got way too much things left unaccomplish !!!!

Damn !!! Bad travellin journey today. I regretted nt drivin today. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Seriously, S'poreans DESERVE to b judged !!! Cos majority o us got only pea brains !!! And most o us r inconsiderate !!!

Agree ? Disagree ?

When things get abit outta hand...

It seems tt certain things tt occur in my life will get outta hand soon? hmmm.. Tis is my one & only worry tt I m always tryin to prevent. It seems tt I m losin out in a way or two. I jus nid abit o time to get back on track.

First thing first, I m abit upset to know tt Brookes Business School is sellin FAKE RMIT degree as I b furtherin my studies wit SIM-RMIT. No doubt I b gettin e cert thru SIM but still, how would employers in SG perceive RMIT cert fr nw on? I duno. I gona b spendin thousands o my hard-earned $$ & if I m not gona get any gud endin fr it, I will pretty much b damn upset abt it. And LKC can tell me tt he mite wana b a property agent in future. I told him tt I dun mind a fake cert IF I CAN GET A FCKIN RICH HUSBAND... hahahhahaa.. Sounded stupid but yea ...

Second thing, my wrk. It's gettin hectic. I duno. At times I cant handle all my wrk. I gona get confirmed soooooon & my bosses r preparin me to take on more job responsibilities. Would I b able to handle it ? I m keepin my fingers cross.........

Third, I tink I m screwin my private life badly. I wish for a change BUT i wasnt given a right opportunity. I guess I jus nid nature to take its course. God Bless.

Today I met my lil baby. He actually asked me to give him a kiss wen he have been grouchy for the past donkey days. hahahaha !! How sweet can tt b ??? I hope tt he can b back to normal wit his usual gud-boy-smile & gud-boy-attitude. =)

Okay, I gona shower n rest. My stomach is not well still.

Seriously Pissed !!

I dun understand y some pple r jus so immuned to nonsensical doings in their everyday lives.

I jus dun understand y some pple r jus so inflexible in the things they do.

I simply dun understand y some pple r jus so fckin clueless.

Tis old bitch is pissin me off every other day. She do things tt r outta scope !!! She do things tt can be rather irrelevant !!!

Damn. She is simply testin my fckin patience.

Tirin week

I tink I had been allowin myself to slp late. I have been gg hme late at nite & I have been vomittin every other day. I started havin doubts if I can live thru my studies for e next 2.5yrs.

Okay, It's Thurs alr. I m counting down to weekends. I m lackin o motivation to wrk nw. I tink I wana go on long leave to rejuvenate myself cos i know tt my patience limit for tt old woman at wrk is reachin e optimum. Fck.

Gona b Mid-Week soon !!!

It's Tuesday !!! And I m lookin forward to this weekends thou another 3 days more to go.. Kekekekeke..

2 more weeks !!! Jus 2 more weeks !!! And I gona b a student all over agn.. kekekeke.. Cant wait !!! Jus cant wait !!!

Ridzwan asked me earlier tis morning if I would give up on studies or wrk if in times to come I couldnt cope. Hmmm.. Tt left me pondering abit on my decision makin process. I told him I would give up my wrk cos studies have been a top priority for me. =)

Mdm Cheong is on MC for 2 days. I will only be seein her tml. hmmmm.. Which means to say, NO 'GOVT' AGN !!!! hahahahahaa !!!

I gona b a 'villain' today. I m kinda pissed wit tt fellow who rented e Mazda last yr from us. Tis fellow committed some car-related offence & rite now he do not wan to clear e summon was being issued earlier tis yr. As I had promised Vincent tt I m gona help him, I gona bring a stack o e documents to tis fellow's hse & slot it undernealth his doorstep. Afterwhich, I will b writin in to LTA & URA for his offence. How irresponsible tis kinda person can get !!! He created sooooo much problems for e car & rite nw we have got to clear his shits.

Mayb u pple mite b wonderin y din I clear e summon first den ask e cash back fr him. And I can tell u pple tt I M NOT HAPPY TO SETTLE E SHITS FOR SUCH PERSON. I gona find ways n means to dig tis person out. Wen I m blardy not in e rite set o mind, I do things tt u pple DUN EXPECT me to.

Lazy Sunday

I m kinda deprived o slp for tis whole week. Illness had taken me off fr my normal schedule & I simply hate it to e core !!

I duno wad causes to be sooooo excited till I jus couldnt slp at nite? Oh well...Mayb I m tinkin alil too much for my wrk & some personal issues. And to recap, tis week is indeed a bz one for me. Bro's car got into some minor accident & I gotta somehow settle it for him. Den mid week crisis - on MC due to same old problem. Got back to wrk, meetings & meetings tt can drive me crazy for no apparent reason. Could someone tell me to chill abit ?? My schedule is gettin tight.

Fri nite, I started my mini-tsunami agn. Fck. Tt plate o oily Chee Cheong Fan. NB. BUT I gotta thanks Constance for gettin me some food thou I was losin my appetite aft she ended wrk tt nite. =) Appreciated Babe !!

Yday was bad too. Went back to sch to settle some stuffs in e mornin. Afternoon time, LKC drove me to meet Uncle Chong to collect bro's car. B4 tt, we had some duck noodle for lunch & my stomach started churnin agn. Well Done. On e way to find Uncle Chong, I was alr feelin nauseous in LKC's car. I tot I jus nid some time for my intestine to digest tt bowl o noodles. It was proven otherwise.

Okay, got into bro's car aft Uncle Chong passed me e car key, LKC suggested we go for a round o coffee b4 headin hme. I puked aft I parked e car. Damn. I got so super giddy tt LKC gotta drive me back in bro's car while he find some spot to park his car. How nice & how sweet yeah ?? hahahahaha.. I felt bad thou. I always tink tt LKC only wana b mean towards me..... kekekeke .. Thank u so much dude !! Lup u dip dip ...

Auntie Ang saw LKC & I got outta e car. She was askin if I got too stressed up drivin bro's car !! hahahahah. Hilarious much ?? I tot so ?? hahahaha..

It was kinda dreadful to drive someone else's car especially it was jus outta e workshop like hrs ago ?? hahahahahhaa. Nevertheless I was on e road in bro's car on my own for awhile. hahahahaha... One thing for sure, MY PARKING SUX !! hahahahhahaha.. Uncle Chong said I nid to do parkin more. Oh well... I dun intend to drive cos I tink I hate drivin as much as I hated pple not signallin on e road.. K, I know NO LINK here. Sorry for bein lame. zzzzzzzz...

Got back hme & Auntie Ang scolded me for eatin oily food agn. hur hur hur.. As much as I wanted to b like any normal human bein eatin any other food, it seems tt I CAN NV b like one. Gud or Bad ?? Cant tell. I jus wana b healthy.

Mr. Lim once asked y m I so weak ? I wish I know e answer. Mayb I m lack o exercise ? Or mayb I m born weak ? I guess I choose to believe ttt I m lack o exercise. =)

Back in offc...

Was on MC for a day yday & I tink I m feelin better thou. The pain is not as bad as b4. Hopfully I b recovering fine.

One day not in offc & lotsa things happened. I was told tt we got arrowed for nothin - seriously, it's a waste o our time to go out n conduct outreach SINCE WADEVA WE SAID DO NOT PLEASE SOME OFFICERS !!

Like wad I had mentioned, we r all paid to do dirty jobs & if doin things tt r within ur scope o duties, WAD'S E PROBLEM ??!?!?!! I mite b makin a big fuss out it BUT these pple can b rather CLUELESS AT TIMES !!!

So much for travellin outta offc to those industrial areas & tokin non-stop to companies wit e end reaction o hostility tt we can ever gathered fr those jokers, we aint appreciated to a single bit. We try to overcome someone else's resistance towards the regulatory regulations & wad can we get back in return ? NOTHIN !!! Nothin but shits.

Frankly, I hate myself holdin jus a diploma cert. Why ? Cos u r easily bullied. Takin the above-mentioned issue for example. Cos I m only a freakin junior officer, I would get arrow for nothin. So yea, diploma holders R PEANUTS & I M ONE !!!!

And upon my confirmation, I would have to do more than wad I m handlin now. Is it fair ? To me - NO!! Cos I'll b freakin underpaid. I trust tt u pple mus b wonderin y m I still in e job? Cos I nid a blardy offc hours job for my studies in times to come !!! No, I mean 2 more weeks to come. I m lazy to find job nw. It's tirin to go interviews.

zzzz. I m reali full of negative energy. Damnnnn.. Tt's NOT ALL.

I was asked to submit some medical receipt for verification & apparently, e verifyin officer DID NOT receive my original receipt & demanded me to go back to e clinic to get a certified true copy or an original one. I got pissed for sure cos I had submitted tt like 2 weeks ago ?? And now tt I m left wit a photo-copied copy, IT'S NOT MY FAULT TT I LOSE IT !!!! Tryin to resolve tis idiotic problem o tt officer, I got Auntie Ang to go down to e clinic to get a copy o tt blardy receipt tis morning. SOON AFTER, TT OFFICER EMAILED ME, NOTIFYIN ME TT SHE GOT THE RECEIPT ALR !!! WHOSE FAULT IS IT NOW ?!?!?! BLARDY MADE HER PROBLEM MY PROBLEM !!!

Damn pissed lah !!!!

I wish I could curse & swear openly in offc !!!!!!

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My dear Mr. LLWC...... I seriously tink tt ur itchy skin nid some dettol.... Wen would u b free to get e bottles o dettol fr me ???

Cant help BUT ...

Seriously, I tink I'm been cursed!! My body been givin me problems & no matter wad I do, IT JUS DUN SEEMS TO GO AWAY!!! It's kinda causin me distress n pain. Oh screw it.

Mayb I m jus born to suffer these pain & nothin else.

Go doctor loh, wad else ?? zzzzz ...

Anyway, ONE GUD NEWS !!! hahahahahaha .. One o my gf is gettin married !!!! hahahahahaha.. Cant wait to share her joy !!! hahahahahaha ..

But den agn, recently alot o pple gettin married... Wen would my bro's turn ??? hahahahaha !! I m still waitin ! And, CONGRATS TO U BABE !!!

Okay, I tink i wana go back early to rest. The pain is kinda too much for me to handle. And I gona slp thru lunch today agn !!

It's Monday all over agn !!

I hate monday. Seriously, I hate to wrk on mondays !!!! It's always tis particular day tt I wake up in the mornin feelin tired & grouchy. I always feel lethargic, hopin tt I wont b reportin for wrk. I hope tt mondays NV EXIST !!!

And monday blues indeed hit me faster than i expected. I had a super bz morning. I get alot of calls comin in on my mobile since 9am & I guess my boss was kinda irritated tt I talked too much on my mobile. haha !! I m a bz woman ok. Or mayb I shld go back n do sales. zzzzz. Since every mornin I m always so bz & my current job dun tolerate me havin so many calls.

Anyway, I jus wana express my appreciation to these pple tt helped me wit tis mornin's issue - Mr. Lau, Mr. Lim & Mr. Lee ! Thank u sooo much !!! Especially to Mr. Lau !!!

It's lunch time & I gona slack abit. Tired alr !!!

Politics

I dun understand y some pple JUS DUN WANA REFLECT on their fckin attitude & their way of handling their wrk. Some pple r jus so FCKIN CLUELESS !

I do see some threats comin my way which may in turn affects my wrk progression. Apparently someone claimed tt I did some sabotage to another colleague & bcos o tis sabotage, she did some drama-mama in front o others. Oh well. It's normal to get 'arrowed' for nothin even at e expense of someone else's job.

Life is jus so unfair isnt it ?

Nv in my tots tt I ever wana play all these politics but someone who is bein nosey created all these dins. It's may seems like some common gossips BUT those are bein make up to POLITICS !! I m not tryin to shake off all my responsibilities but humans r jus so prone to mistakes. zzzzz... Humans' minds r oh-so-complex.

And one thing I dun understand y tis colleague of mine REFUSES TO REFLECT ON HER BLARDY ATTITUDE TOWARDS HER WORK. I understand tt no one is perfect & she isnt contributin much. I duno. Tis incident make me realised tt no one can b trusted all over agn. Perhaps it was one o the colleague tt I m close wit backstabbed me in tis incident. Pls note tt everybody wears a mask everywhere dey go.

But den agn, wadeva I had said n do, it werent distorted facts !!! It was based on true stats.

Would u tolerate if someone in ur team dun contributes much & is always skivin away, always screwin up e wrk as a team ? Thou my wrk dun quite relate to her BUT we r wrkin as a team. Damn. I m gettin clueless too.

I have to better stop here. I dun wana get flamed for nothin & I nid to get tis off my chest !!! Time to put on armour shield @ wrk fr monday on. Fck.

The Art of 'FILTRATION'

Yday nite while I was clearin my desk, I was on MSN wit my Miki Cutie. Her MSN nick was smthin like : 101% les ! hmmmm. That aroused my curiousity & so I asked her wad's gg on. She said she is fakin to b a lesbian in order to reject some guys as it would b easier for her to brush these guys away ? hahaha. I duno but it sounds cute for sure. =)

I told her to ignore n display the 'Art of Filtration'. Sounds stupid ? Not reali. Let me tell u why. Wen u choose to filter smthin away, it means that u wana separate smthing away fr u rite ? Yeah, tt's e way. She said rejection dun come easy fr her mouth & therefore learning tis set of skills would come in handy. hahahahahaa. Seriously, y would she wana reject tt guy ?? I m puzzled but I did not probe further. She is entitled to her privacy ! =)

To certain extend, I have been seiving away some issues tt I hate to get involve wit. Like at wrk, my supervisor always ask me to lower down my noise level as I m always playin ard & I chose to filter tt off. Not tt I m bein disrespectful but she practically wants everybody to shut their mouths up. So yea, I cant b bothered wit her. Next, back at home, Auntie Ang always claimed tt I m e queen of Demolition cos I duno how to take gud care of things. I did not listen to her advices to ensure tt my things r well-kept cos things happen for a reason. hahahahahahaha.. And e logic here is, I got my own set o Beliefs & own way o doin things. Sounds stubborn but i m jus lidat.

Pertainin to my Miki Cutie's concern, I can fully understand her approach. hahahaha. I m constantly refinin my process o Filtration cos some men r jus so persistent. I've got some men stickin ard for more than 2yrs, tellin me all sorts of mushy stuffs, stayin patience wit me while tryin to get me & no matter how much i put them off, it always seems tt dey r more insistent abt it.

But den agn, some men JUS DUN UNDERSTAND tt ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. WOMEN PREFER MEN TO ACTION (correct me if i m WRONG!!!) rather than tellin them how much HE LOVES HER with no action. No doubt, loves mean loves & who knows now u say u love me, in ur arms, u r huggin ANOTHER WOMAN tt U LOVE EVEN MORE ! hahahaha !! To much dramas here. =P

For myself, once awhile u tell me tt u love me, I'll b happy BUT almost everyday I hear tis kinda remark, I will lose my appetite cos it had bcome oh-so-DULL *yawnz*. haha..

So yea, Men, PLS do smthin abt it.

If reali love her, action !! If dun love her, go n screw e wall !!! Tis society need no Bastard !!!

It's Friday !!! I m gg out to have fun !!!

Differences

Differences - Tis is always the KILLER CHARACTERISTICS tt kinda tear pple apart.

No, I aint tokin abt bein a professional killer or some assassins now. 'KILLER' refers to something tt one cannot tolerate or to accept it.

Tis is smthin tt i reali encounter it myself. My supervisor is the most CLASSIC EXAMPLE. She is someone who is rather CAREFUL with everythin tt she did. She is defensive, selfish & clueless. Okay, tis may appear to b another flamin session o mine BUT how does it feels wen u r someone who is reali easy on things tt happen everyday vesus someone who is of the above-mentioned character ? U do the judgement urself. =)

Life is pretty bad at wrk for yday & today. I got pissed off by almost everythin & the 'virus' somehow 'spread' fast among my colleagues who were in contact wit my supervisor. I shall not go into details on tt. The reason y things happened tis way was bcos of the out-of-ordinary-differences that my supervisor possess. hahaha. Hilarious much ? U bet !!

My volcano gona erupt real soon & I reali cannot stand e way she wrk. I duno. She seems to be headin nowhere in everythin she does. No doubt tt she can do well with some aspects, somehow I dun quite see tis gud trait of hers. Oh well. I m jus bein dumb here.

Differences cause pple to drift apart. I see tt comin my way cos wen one changes their thinkin, tis is where the difference kicks off.

Alrite, time to pack my room agn !!! And I m happy with e new table tt I got from Ikea last nite !!!

End of Boring Course

Finally i b back in offc tml !!! I miss my wrkstation, my PC, my pillow, my everything !!!! And o course, my colleagues !! kekekeke..

Today i had an enjoyable session in class BUT happiness usually dun last long. hahaha. Jus wen everyone is so comfy wit each other, we gotta end e class. Oh well. It sux rite?

For the past 2 days, I was hangin ard wit this lady whom happen to b my colleague's sister. LOLz. A very quiet lady i would say & I feel rather fine talkin to her. I guess we both related alot o stories to each other. =)

I mean, wen 2 women meet, wad kinda topic wld normal start e 2 o them off ?? Introduction - Name, wrk, stay, age, martial status & wad else ?? hahahaha.. I duno.

Okay, tis gona get slightly random BUT i was reminded of some stupid characteristics of myself. hahahahahaha. I asked how young she is & upon knowin her age, I probed further if she's single or married. Apparently, she dun seems to be wantin to settle down in the near future ? hahaha. Sounds silly of me to analyse her but I m jus lidat, loves to read in btw e lines.. I bet u pple mus b sayin tt i m very KPO !! hahahahahahaha .. Anyway, she turned e table ard & asked me e same set of questions.

The point is, I realised tt at certain point in time, I owed tis person alot alot. He did alot & I did not appreciated it. I felt tt I owed him way too much tt no matter wad I do, I cant make it up to him. I nv felt tis way b4. Not even towards my family. I was kinda bein abusive towards him - NO, not physically abusive BUT I guess I had been mind-fckin him for years!!! I took him for granted & right now, e aft effect is tt I know I lost him for sure.....as a fren..

It's time to reflect.

Boring Day

Went for e 2 days course at IPAM. Kinda bored. I personally felt tt e trainer is not tt interactive. I duno. Dun quite feel gud wit him thou. My team mates - pretty fine. The class as a whole - not too bad. Got afew o them from my organisation too ! hahaha. How nice can tt b, seein familiar faces ard & i was requested to help someone to sell cars agn........................................ Oh well.... Perhaps i do have the salesperson look on my face... LOLz.

I did not slp well last nite. I dreamt o funny things. The most vivid scene tt i can rmb was tt there was a unknown man in my dream.

It has been yrs tt i m dreamin o unknown men & it somehow seems tt 'they' r someone close to me ?! I duno. Weird dreams i would say. It definitely sent chills down my spine. Sounds exaggerated BUT i been havin tis kinda dreams for many many times & it always seems tt i cant see how tt 'fellow' looks like .... Oh Goodnesssss... I SERIOUSLY dun feel gud abt it. And it always seems tirin for me to get such dreams & I would feel goddamn listless the next mornin wen i wakes up... Okay, mayb i m jus over-reacted.

I asked Uncle Chong to help decipher my silly dream & he said tt i nid more frenz. WTF ? Not wen i m tryin to isolate myself from alot alot o frenz now....?!?!?! Oh Boy.... Y dun u kill me ???? hahahaha... Mayb subconsciously I wan to find some new men... LOLz. Okay pple, PLS DUN START TO FLAME ME COS OF THE REMARK !!! It was meant to b some corny joke... zzzzzz...

I scratched my new mp3 player today. I felt kinda pissed wit myself for always not able to kip my stuffs in a gud condition. Dammmnnnn !!! *heartache !!!!*

Wednesday, i gona get to Ikea to get a new table for my room. My computer table is way too small for me to place my LCD, Lappie & other stuffs.... And i m allllll set & ready for my studies tis July !!! hahahahaha !! So a new & bigger table is essential !! My bags n clothings gotta make way for it !! OUT !! Dey wld go ...!!! Plus, Auntie Ang is aimin for my mini Hi-Fi tt seats next to my computer table. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...

Frankly, i DUN UNDERSTAND y cant she jus blardy fork out her own blardy cash to get things for herself instead of relyin on Bro, Uncle Chong or myself !!!! Reali very NBCCB loh. Rite, vulgarities dun get me anywhere BUT i duno wer to find some proper vocab to describe how I feel. Screw it lah !!