Moody

i tink i m moody since i woke up. I feel hungry & my body ache like no one biz. Suddenly i tot Mr. Lee.

He called me real late last nite & Dotter was 'scoldin' him all over. zzzzzzz. Hmmmm. But den agn, i cant b bothered. Tis mornin woke up seein an big envelope for me & it was brochures fr RMIT as i requested for it earlier tis week. I read thru the courses details n i m more or less set for e course tt i wana take. Nw, my prob is, do i wana fork out cash to pay off e course fee or shld i take loan? I m kinda reluctant to use e cash on hand nw. zzzzzzzz. I got mixed feelings. I tink i mite go jobless soon as i reali cannot stand my CBvisor alr. Mayb i shld go back to Sales. zzzz.

Ridzwan kip tellin me tt it's rather fine to wrk at wer i m wrkin nw & i shldnt leave cos o tis fckin haggard. zzzzzzzz. The thing is, i feel tt she will FAIL MY APPRAISALS lo !!!!!! She got an evil heart. I always look upon her as someone who is very 'black-hearted'. zzzzzzz. Someone kill me. I dun wana resign. Once a guy told me fr my palm-readin tt i will always b in-out o jobs till i hit 35yrs old ! And i wana go against tis & tis cnt b true! zzzzz. I m feelin e pressure nw. Damn. Y do i have to wrk wit freakin female supervisor wen i always clashes wit those bitches. Mayb God is testin me. oh screw it. If i reali cant pass my probation n stuffs, I tink i will reali drag tis old haggard into toilet & wallop her. LOLz. Den my colleagues would deems as a heroine while i got jailed! hahahaha. God Bless. So i better make sure tt i pass my probation & get increments & promotion !!!!!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I m feelin real hungry nw & i m lazy to go find food. I m still tinkin if i wana go Constance's bb's bday party. hahahaha. I m lazy to drive & i dun wana drive. If i m lazy to drive, i dun tink i wana take public transport too. kekeke. Okay, i know all these r excuses. I gona nap n take bus dere since M & i had alr brought smthin for Jovial alr. heeeeez. =)

Met Kinky Boi yday too. I m worried tt he will bcome a slacker. I f him yday & i got kinda harsh too. sighz. I dun wana see him bcomin like a useless ass in tis society. I hope tt he will wake up his idea.

Thurs evenin, b4 i went for badminton, I received a call fr someone tt i had nv ever expected to call aft mths. hahahaha. I was shocked & i tink smthin bad mus b gg on & therefore i got her call. zzzzzzz. WTF.