Stupidity is Incurable Part 2

Tis mornin was nice. Branch breakfast was served n it was YUMMY ~!

Came back to offc for awhile & 12noon was a 'Marriage' Talk tt lasted for abt 2.5hrs.

The speaker was kinda bad. Y would i say so ? Cos he cant express himself well ? And he did not reali touch on e issue properly too ? I duno. I dun quite like e way he interacted wit his audiences. I was bein asked several questions by e speaker which made me deem like a fool. LOL. Oh well, I m a fool, anyway. wahahahahahaha.

Last nite i was super pissed wit my so-called relatives. One sms-ed me, tellin me tt she told another person tt she met me somewhere, somehow. Another one actually bombed me wit several missed calls. I did not pick up e call as i anticipated tt some sensitive issue wil b discussed. Oh Screw It.

I jus called Vincent. I m kinda upset wit Cycle & Carriage. Lousy service standard & Poor after-sales service. First thing first, e dealer was bein condemned. Secondly, the sales process was a pain in e neck. Third, procedures werent in plc as Service Manager & agent had double standard. zzzzzzzz.

Pple, PLS DUN GO TO CYCLE & CARRIAGE. If u DUN mind lousy service, den carry on.

Stupidity is Incurable Part 1

Okay, Dear dotter & kinky boi, mama gona do smthin real silly nw. LOL.

U may wana stop readin here. Or else u mite wana pick up ya phone n start to dial my num, prayin hard tt i will pick up ya call so tt u can F me over e phone. Alternatively, we may nt have Family Day anymore cos u two gona forsake me ?

Oh well. Tis is gona b smthin random - smthin tt u pple will nv tot tt mama will ever do it ! *shrugs*

I jus wana ask him if he ever liked me b4 ? And if he meant wad he actuali said back den ?

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

Alrite. U can screw me ltr on. I b waitin !!

PS : I miss tt guy lei.......

Sickenin piece of SHIT !!!!

I had enuf o all these shits ..

I give up.

I shut up cos i m tryin nt to find troubles but apparently U stepped over my fckin limit.

Shut ya blardy mouth b4 i reali give u one tite slap !

Monday in Offc

Guess wad? I got no 'govt' in offc today !!!! hahahahahahahhaa .. The best best Monday tt i ever had since e start o tis yr 2009. hahahahaha!!! My Boss, my Big Boss & Big Big Boss r away for course !! hahahahahahahhaa !! I can slack abit more than usual. kekeke. Nice !!!!! =P

But tml i gona see them @ tis external course cos i was arrowed to go. NB. BORING !!!! Yawnz. I wonder if it is a big event or not. ZzzzZZZzzzZZZ.. Cant wait for tis weekends !!! Long Weekends agn !!! hahahahahaa .. nice nice. Thursday there will b a gathering for my offc colleagues. hahahaha. Tt shall burn away 2hrs o my time for wrk. kekekeke.

It's gona b May soon. Time flies & i cant wait for e private U to get back to me for my enrolment. hmmmmm. I guess I b able to get in. kekeke.

Yday was a relaxin day for me. Watched TV shows most o e time & was playin my all-time-favorite - Viwawa. kekekekeke. Cooked dinner at 5pm. Had dinner wit Auntie Ang early as i was damn hungry cos no food for e whole day. It reali make me no diff fr those housewives lah - cook, wash & clean. zzzzzzzzzzzz.. Kill me pls.

Okay, back to offc. I m waitin for my breaktime & i b gg hme soon !!!! hahahahahahahhaa. Cant wait.

Boring Saturday

I was awakened by family early tis mornin to go for breakfast dim sum at JP. zzzz. I did not had enuf slp. Almost no diff as me wakin up early for wrk any other day. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Aft breakfast, it was almost 11am wen we were done wit our 1st for e day & Auntie Ang suggested tt we shld go shoppin in e mall. zzzz. I was damn tired n was draggin my foot ard. Got back hme b4 1pm as i rushed to e wet market to get some vegies n stuffs to cook for next week. Seriously, i felt no diff like those housewives. NB.

The weather is VERY HUMID today. I hate it so much. It make me so damn cranky & grouchy. I dozed off at abt 1pm & woke up at abt 5pm. I m still not havin enuff slp. Wanted to go out to meet my fren but I guess fatigue got over me as much as it wanted to. Oh well, i laze ard in my hse till nw. I've got calls fr ple for drinkin session. I wish i could go out but apparently my body cant take it. zzzzzzzzz. Screw it.

Smthin got over me last nite & i suddenly tot o changin away my lifestyle. I tot i could get away wit my 'bad deeds' but it seems to b 'hauntin' me every now n den. Mayb i did too much back den & i cant get rid o these 'memories'. Oh well.

Dotter asked me if i can start afresh n i couldnt give her an ans. Reason bein - i have not get used to b fact tt i m not wad i used to b & had gotten used to b wad i was for e past 2yrs (at least).

I cant wait to start schoolin all over agn. I jus wana kip myself occupied.

And if u ask me, i jus wana say tt alot o men ard me r simply possess fckin low intellectual ability. These men simply pissed me off wit question tt was shot out fr their blardy brains. Y CANT DEY ASK INTELLIGENT QUESTIONS ?!?! NB. I hope these brainless assholes would jus LEAVE ME ALONE FOR GUD.

Get over n done wit

At times i tink tt human beings r complicated animals.

We always tink e hard way wen we can wrk harder. I duno. Some jokers jus duno e rite way to wrk out their problems. Someone tell me y ? But it doesnt matter. Cos these pple shld b left on their own n let them get destroyed by their own piece o art.

At times, wen my gfs share their stories abt their men, i wish i could jus whack those fellows till dey wake up their stupid idea. Simply - dey r brainless n do dumb things. Not only dey make their life difficult, dey OSO CAUSED PLE ARD THEM TO SUFFER ONE BIG TIME. I tried convincin myself tt mayb it's women's high standard tt make these men stupid but as time goes by, i realised tt MEN R INDEED STUPID - cos dey tink wit their penis n not brain as most r them r illogical.

I asked myself if i do set high standard to my other half & ple tell me tt i m pretty EASY. zzzz. I dun ask for more - so long he listen to wad i say, dun piss me off everyday, dun fool ard & even if he did, BE SMART enuf to wipe his mouth & MAKE SURE TT I DUN FIND OUT ANYTHIN ABT IT, have a decent occupation, dun gamble & set his family priority, i tink he's e kinda man i wan. I dun nid a man wit bz schedule n neglect me at e end o e day. Actions definitely speak louder than words.

Ridzwan once said tt God made humans not perfect & therefore we shld all try to accept each other for who dey r. BUT apparently some men JUS DUN DESERVE it.

I duno. I tried givin him alot o chances & he dun seems to cherish it. So yea, screw it. Movin on is e next best thing to do. And i hope tt my dear fren wil move on in her life & b strong. No matter wad, i will always try to b dere as a fren wen u nid me to.

I nid SLP !!

Each time i told myself tt i MUS slp early at nite & it always seems tt i m nt able to. Reason bein, too much phone calls at nite. zzzz. I supposed tt is my only free time to catch up wit pple.

I m NOT sayin tt pple bug me late at nite on e phone BUT i jus duno how to reject pple, tellin them tt i nid to slp alr. hahahahaha. Guess I m fallin ill.

I am badly affected. Seriously, too many things have been happenin. I tink it's gona b over my limit soon, real soon. At tis pt o time, i will choose to give up on everythin. Mayb i take it too personally alr. Oh well.

I duno. I felt empty nw. Havin not enuff slp is a killer. I cant tink & i oso cant coordinate my actions wit my thinkings. Well Done. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I wana kip quiet in offc today. I dun wana snap at anyone & anything.

Tuesday Morning

I woke up fr e wrong side o my bed.

I felt so screwed once agn. I cant slp last nite aft Uncle Toast hung up his call.

I hate my job ! I hate wadeva i m doin now !!

I guess I'm gona PMS soon. *Cranky*

zzzzzz.

I duno. I m still pissed wit Lawrence. I told him tt if sorry is easily expressed, den it's of no value alr. Oh well. I feel tt he's NOT LISTENING to wad i haf been tryin to put across & tt reali upset me alot alot.

Monday Blues

At certain point o time, i wished tt i m alone. I hate myself to b surrounded by pple who hurts me in a way or two. I m triggered off twice since my start o today. I felt screwed for no apparent reason.

I tried convincin myself tt i m feelin so as i m gona b PMS soon but on e otherhand, i tink tt i m bein normal.

I duno y. Pls dun ask me y. I m tryin to figure it out myself.

I wana b alone. I dun wana get involved in anythin n anyone.

Movin on is wad i wan & wad i m tinkin abt.

It may not b fair towards u but humans r selfish.

*Okay.. camwhoring away over e weekends in my 'walk-in wardrobe'. Nice top fr Jovial Wardrobe !!!!*

Sweet Memories...

Men do have Menstrual Cycle!

NB. I jus dun understand y some men chose to have PMS WEN DEY R MEN W/OUT NO ABILITY TO GIVE BIRTH. PCB !!

It's like dey can snap for NO REASON n start to rant away like someone(women) had pissed them off badly !!! KNN!!! Wake up ya fckin idea can ???

I duno if i m bein sensitive or wad but it seems tt some male fren o mine do get mood swings most o e time. WTF ? If dey r tempermental, Y ACT LIKE A FCKIN SISSY?!?!?!?! These men only noe how to pinpoint on (women) tt WE WOMEN ALWAYS SHOW OUR ATTITUDE WEN DEY FCKIN DUNO HOW TO RESPECT WOMEN TOO !!!!!! PCB LAH.

Take last week for example, tis guy who is in my MSN contact list 'scolded' me for havin attitude problem. NB ! I msn-ed him at abt 6plus pm & he only replied me at 8plus pm. He claimed tt he jus got back hme & i replied him tt he go get bz. First thing first, he said he jus got back hme & i reckoned tt he nid to settle down n do abit o wash up & therefore i said go get bz. Aft few mins, he msn-ed me back & 'F' me for typin 'crude remarks' to him.

CCB lah !!! U call tis crude ??? KNN!!! GO FCKIN HELL CHECK E MEANIN O CRUDE LAH. DUNO ENGLISH, GO BACK TO PRIMARY SCHOOL LAH ! NO NID to show me such sickenin attitude one. I DUN OWE U $$$ & NEITHER DID I TAKE AWAY ANYTHIN FR U !!!!!

Okay, mayb cyber is always a bad bad pt o contact as pple CANNOT PRECEIVE 100% of ur msg BUT PLS LAH!! USE YA BRAIN LAH. U wana tell pple off, tell it in A PROPER MANNER. NO NID TO JUMP TO CONCLUSION.

U can start by askin if e opposite party is not in e rite mood. I belive most pple would explain y is tt so??? DIDNT YA MAMA TEACH U TO B POLITE ??!!! NB!!!

Screw it !!! MEN !!!! As cranky as how women can get!!! AND I BELIEVE TT DEY R WORST WEN GROUCHY !!!!

Lazy Me

I m slackin in offc since monday. I duno y. I cant find any motivation to wrk at all. I feel listless & wana call it a break. Perhaps i jus nid abit o 'happiness' in findin e rite direction to move towards to.

Wrk's gettin fine, i guess. But it always seems tt i cant finish e pendin cases tt i m handlin at tis pt o time. I m lackin o some energy which i had lost aft i was discharged earlier tis mth fr NUH. I hope tt i can find tt kinda feelin back. I hate to feel empty inside.

Wad a bz day today! Mornin was branch meeting & aft lunch dere was a IST which lasted for an hr. Seriously, whole day burnt. And i did not do much at all. WTF ?

Mornin time while we were all havin our break, someone asked if i m married. I was quite taken back. She asked if i m married cos o e ring on my finger. Tt ring is o significant meanin n therefore it was wore wer i wear it everyday? hahaha. I duno. It has got some personal reason to wear it 'tt way'. Since e day i got tt ring, i cant imagine if one day i lose it somehow. zzzz. God Bless. Okay, mayb i will jus leave tt ring at hme & find other ring for subsitute? hahaha.

Time flies & it's mid-april alr. Tis mornin i asked if my section gona get in more officers. Apparently my head is waitin for me to get confirmation so tt i can reali do CASE. NB ! I m only a freakin diploma holder lah. Dun pin too much hope on me pls. zzzzzzzzz.

I dun seems to b gettin adequate rest no matter how long i slp in e nite. My body ache like no tml & i feel weak. Aft-effect-o-NUH? I duno. I m definitely nt feelin as strong as b4. Mayb age is catchin up. I cant shout as loud as b4 & i cant scold pple as much as b4. Y is tt so ?

All i know is tt i wana concentrate on my wrk now & studies in times to come. I dun have time for other things alr.

To my EVER DEAREST LLWC

Thank you for readin my blog once awhile wen u back hme early.

Appreciated ur efforts.

Jus to let YOU KNOW tt I LUP U DIP DIP okay.

And i will always rmb to get YOU some bottles o dettol for ya ITCHY SKIN.

Bz Weekends

I m out everyday & tt make me so tired. It's tirin cos i m out fr mornin till nite !! hur hur hur ..

I was in offc yday mornin & aft wrk i went down to Constance's shop in Chinatown n acc her till she end wrk.. LOL.. Brought a new top agn. hmmm .. NO MORE shoppin till mth end. LOL.

Went to JoJo's plc as it's Baby Alaric's 1yr old bday !!! Baby Alaric lookin as cute as b4. LOL. He looked so happy wen he was eatin his bday cake. hahahaha. How adorable can tt b ? hahahahahaa. LKC drove me to JoJo's plc & as usual, he teased me as much as he wana it to b. zzzzz.

Head over to Raffles Marina aft JoJo's plc as i told LKC tt i wana eat ! hahahahaha. Michelle was wit us too.

Okay, I m slpy. Gona slp.

My stomach feels like it's havin tsunami nw. Damn.

Stomach Pain Again

Okay, i ate wrong food i guess. My stomach was in pain. I m prayin hard tt i can endure e pain till end day.

Auntie Ang called n scolded me as she knows tt i confirm ate wrong food !! hahahahaa .. She definitely know me well enuff.

I had my subway veggie delite wrap wit sweet onion n honey mustard sauce. Well Done !! I had stomach upset cos o tis. zzzzzzzz.

I was whinin badly in offc cos o e pain. I LS as usual. And i drop one more kg o my weight. Well Done. Tt's so unhealthy !! NB.

Anyway, one o my colleague said smthin like tis : 'Y dun u jus go n see a doc?? Sittin in e offc, whinin away & makin so much noise dun help u in any ways. No one will pity u!'

I kept quiet cos i respected her comment BUT tt doesnt mean i agree. LOL. Seriously, no doc can diagnose my stomach pain. Den WHY MUS i waste $$ n go to those GP(s) agn ?!?!?! WTF ?? I rather find a specialist to get 2nd opinion loh. But wadeva it is, thanks for remindin me tt no one will pity me n tt wasnt my intention.

Okay, i made a nuisance outta myself ! LOL

NUH

I jus received a call fr some surveyor wit regards to e service standards o NHG's hospital - infamous NUH.

Seriously, like everybody has been askin WHY DO I CHOSE NUH last week ! hahahaha .. Gud question~! I shld b askin my bro instead o myself. Hmmm..

The surveyor asked if i would recommend tis hospital to anyone. I strongly disagree!! It's a lousy hospital cos it's a plc wer e MOs n trainee doctors gather n uses patients as their GUINEA PIGS !! I seriously feel tt e doctors, especially those young ones, gotta go for more trainin b4 dey hit e grounds.

I was made bruises on my left hand jus bcos dey couldnt get my veins & do u noe how painful it was ??? WTF !! I was cryin in pain cos o my stomach cramp n e doctor can tell me tt i m well enuf to go hme n rest. WTH !!!

Okay, enuf o it. I nid to chill nw.

TRUTH

How did I get here

Think I know what I did

Always worked real hard

Maybe I missed something

I'm not into pointing fingers

Showin who's right or wrong

I just wanna keep it real

Cause maybe I was doin fine on my own

Listen:I had a career before now didn't I

I had lots of friends before now didn't I

And I had my fans before now didn't I

And I had my family before now didn't I

Guess without you

My little life was nothing

But don't sweat it

Let's say we disagree so

Arguing ain't necessary cause

We both have out whole lives left to live

We're both consumed with jealousy

But the truth can set you free

Don't act like you don't know the truth

Cause deep down in your heart you do

Let it go

Ooh child

Things are gonna get easier

Ooh child thing will be bright cause

Truth will set you free

Conversations deep

When you talk to yourself

There's no way to cheat

Cause you know you can't be no one else

Won't trip out on disappointment

Cause failure is just not me

Still I gotta do my job

Cause you know my show can't go on without me

Listen:I had a career before now didn't I

Sold out round the world before now didn't I

I had a few hits before now didn't I

And danced until my feet were sore now didn't I

Guess without you

My little life was nothing

But don't sweat it

Let's say we disagree so

Arguing ain't necessary cause

We both have out whole lives left to live

We're both consumed with jealousy

But the truth can set you free

It's hard to believe

The love between us is over

It's sad to think we couldn't work it out

But how much is enough to pay for this mistake

Hope your love was sincere

Don't act like you don't know the truth

Cause deep down in your heart you do

Let it go

Ooh child

Things are gonna get easier

Ooh child thing will be bright cause

Truth will set you free

Don't act like you don't know the truth

Cause deep down in your heart you do

Let it go

Ooh child

Things are gonna get easier

Ooh child thing will be bright cause

Truth will set you free

Do you know the truth

Feel it

Live it

Do you know the truth

Trust it

Believe it

Do you know the truth

You want it

And need it

Do you know the truth

To find it

Embrace it

And never let it go

Back hme...like FINALLY !!!!!

I was hospitalised on April's Fool Day & tt reali made me sound like a joke !!! NB !!!

I was in great pain on 31st March even thou i was on blardy MC for e 3rd day & somehow those medicines fr GP dun wrk on me at all !!! I was CRYIN IN PAIN tt very day till i dozed off on my bed in the late afternoon & Auntie Ang got panicky, not knowin if she shld take me down to hospital in cab or to wait for Bro or Uncle Chong to drive me down. Okay, to each its own, MEN FELT TT I SHLD TAKE CAB DOWN BUT apparently i dozed off while drownin myself in tears on my bed. *cries* *cursin n swearin away wit my colourful n wonderful adjectives*

The pain was indeed unbearable & i couldnt imagine tt women gave birth to their babies!! Oh Goodness. NB la.

I arrived at NUH (yes, NUH !! The most screwed up hospital in e west o SG!!! @!#@$#%) at abt 7.30pm on 31st March. I waited for doc to diagnose wad e hell was happenin to me n my stomach but none could gimme a gud explanation. Nvm, tt was fine wit me. I got my first freakin drip on my life at 10pm & i was told it will take 1.5hrs. I was restin on a pathetic sofa, wit my hand wit e stupid plug on my upper palm restin on my laps & e freakin drip JUS DUN RUN. I was like NBCCB la. WTF ?!?! Nvm hor, e drip finished at 12mn but b4 tt, e A&E doctor whom caused 2 big patches o bruises on my left hand told me tt i gotta b warded (for gud). zzzzzzzzz. Expected lo. Cos dey nid me n some other victims as guinea pigs mah....

After 5mins, Auntie Ang walked in n acc me till abt 1am. I got my paperworks done for the ward & it stirred up another grievance. Since young, i had NV warded into 8beds ward & NUH HAD NO VACANT BED FOR 6BEDS WARD LAH. NB. I requested for 4beds wards & i nid to pay $1.6k for deposit !!!!!!!!!! WTF ?!?!?!?!?! Initially i heard i nid to pay $1k only lo & 2nd round i went back to tt CS associate, e figure changed to $1.6k ??? CCB. I dun have so much cash wit me so do Auntie Ang. Bro & Uncle Chong went back for shower. I was like...... cursin n swearin away la. KNN. I jus nid a fckin gud rest in e CB hospital & it seems tt i m not fulfillin tt. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

Trust me, 8beds ward DUN ALLOW U TO HAVE UR FREAKIN REST AT ALL. zzzzz. BUT thank god tt i made fren dere !! hahahaha. I wanted to try my luck askin ard if anyone keen to buy car but apparently those LJ/CB doctors pissed me off badly too. NB la.

First mornin in e ward, i was lyin on e bed wit my own clothings on & i met e inexperienced doctors. One o e doctor tt i seriously 'marked' him told me something very very very funny!!! Well Done la !!! He was pressin my stomach here n dere & he said - 'let me look at ur tongue..' I stick out my tongue & he said tis - ' i tink u r fine, shld b able to discharge today!!' PCB. If i m fine, WHY M I FEELIN E PULLIN N POKIN PAIN IN MY STOMACH FOR 10 OVER DAYS ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! U TELL ME !!!!!!!

Wa kaoz eh !!! It reali pissed me off badly n i wanted to humtum him. Yday mornin b4 i was told tt i can discharged, e big boss doctor told me tt in 1mth time, i nid to go back for checkup & i will b seein tt inexperienced doctor. I STARED AT HIM FOR WHOLE 5SECS IN HIS EYES. After awhile, not settlin my emotions, i called upon e big boss doctor & requested for a change o doctor & o cos, i complained tt doctor too for causin me some emotional distress. I noe tt e big boss doc will find me a nuisance BUT i m not gona throw my money on such a doctor loh. NNB.

Pple, PLS DUN EVER GO NUH LAH UNLESS U DUN MIND BEING A GUINEA PIG !!! zzzzz. Everybody asked y i chose NUH, i was dumbfounded. Cos my bro jus drove me to NUH ?? Tinkin tt it mite help me ?? I duno lah. NNB. Tt day to A&E, i was cryin badly alr. I reali cant tink. zzzzzzzzzzz.

I apologised for all e vulgarities tt i was deprived o it for the past 3days & rite now i m back to b my very KEYBOARD WARRIOR !!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Have a gud weekend ahead !!!!