I was awakened by family early tis mornin to go for breakfast dim sum at JP. zzzz. I did not had enuf slp. Almost no diff as me wakin up early for wrk any other day. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Aft breakfast, it was almost 11am wen we were done wit our 1st for e day & Auntie Ang suggested tt we shld go shoppin in e mall. zzzz. I was damn tired n was draggin my foot ard. Got back hme b4 1pm as i rushed to e wet market to get some vegies n stuffs to cook for next week. Seriously, i felt no diff like those housewives. NB.
The weather is VERY HUMID today. I hate it so much. It make me so damn cranky & grouchy. I dozed off at abt 1pm & woke up at abt 5pm. I m still not havin enuff slp. Wanted to go out to meet my fren but I guess fatigue got over me as much as it wanted to. Oh well, i laze ard in my hse till nw. I've got calls fr ple for drinkin session. I wish i could go out but apparently my body cant take it. zzzzzzzzz. Screw it.
Smthin got over me last nite & i suddenly tot o changin away my lifestyle. I tot i could get away wit my 'bad deeds' but it seems to b 'hauntin' me every now n den. Mayb i did too much back den & i cant get rid o these 'memories'. Oh well.
Dotter asked me if i can start afresh n i couldnt give her an ans. Reason bein - i have not get used to b fact tt i m not wad i used to b & had gotten used to b wad i was for e past 2yrs (at least).
I cant wait to start schoolin all over agn. I jus wana kip myself occupied.
And if u ask me, i jus wana say tt alot o men ard me r simply possess fckin low intellectual ability. These men simply pissed me off wit question tt was shot out fr their blardy brains. Y CANT DEY ASK INTELLIGENT QUESTIONS ?!?! NB. I hope these brainless assholes would jus LEAVE ME ALONE FOR GUD.
