I m slackin in offc since monday. I duno y. I cant find any motivation to wrk at all. I feel listless & wana call it a break. Perhaps i jus nid abit o 'happiness' in findin e rite direction to move towards to.
Wrk's gettin fine, i guess. But it always seems tt i cant finish e pendin cases tt i m handlin at tis pt o time. I m lackin o some energy which i had lost aft i was discharged earlier tis mth fr NUH. I hope tt i can find tt kinda feelin back. I hate to feel empty inside.
Wad a bz day today! Mornin was branch meeting & aft lunch dere was a IST which lasted for an hr. Seriously, whole day burnt. And i did not do much at all. WTF ?
Mornin time while we were all havin our break, someone asked if i m married. I was quite taken back. She asked if i m married cos o e ring on my finger. Tt ring is o significant meanin n therefore it was wore wer i wear it everyday? hahaha. I duno. It has got some personal reason to wear it 'tt way'. Since e day i got tt ring, i cant imagine if one day i lose it somehow. zzzz. God Bless. Okay, mayb i will jus leave tt ring at hme & find other ring for subsitute? hahaha.
Time flies & it's mid-april alr. Tis mornin i asked if my section gona get in more officers. Apparently my head is waitin for me to get confirmation so tt i can reali do CASE. NB ! I m only a freakin diploma holder lah. Dun pin too much hope on me pls. zzzzzzzzz.
I dun seems to b gettin adequate rest no matter how long i slp in e nite. My body ache like no tml & i feel weak. Aft-effect-o-NUH? I duno. I m definitely nt feelin as strong as b4. Mayb age is catchin up. I cant shout as loud as b4 & i cant scold pple as much as b4. Y is tt so ?
All i know is tt i wana concentrate on my wrk now & studies in times to come. I dun have time for other things alr.
