Happy new year, peeps !! I m grateful tt the dreadful 2010 had passed and I m lookin forward to 2011 !! I had new frens as well as some frens lost ! God is tellin me tt changes r gd cos it allows us to grow n learn !! =)
I had started off 2011 w my 'beauty' slp !! Woke up at 11plus (a total o 12hrs slp !) n I started runnin errands like a crazy woman and only managed to clear 70% o it w e time to sit here rite nw to type out tis blog entry.. hahaha ! Hope tt I b bz like a bee and yet still able to kip up w e momentum in 2011 ! =)
No new yr resolution bt jus some stuffs on my mind .....!!
Okay, I had come to term tt I FLUNKED my marketing research (which I swear tt I had e confidence to pass it !!!) and had switched bk to HR ! For the fact tt I m all along more inclined in 'studyin' humans and did better in HR back in Poly days, I shld jus stick to HR !! hahahaha !!! And bcos o tis one failed module, I had to drag another one more semester to clear my studies. I jus wana make sure tt I b able to get it all pass tis time rd. Perhaps, Marketing is jus nt my core. See, I put in so much efforts in tryin to get things done bt smhow smwhat, I din managed to succeed in doin so /@ e end o e day and I kinda cant take it lyin down tt I did not do well. Oh well... Thank you to all those whom had encouraged me nt to give up ! Deeply appreciated all o ur support n concern cos I know those words reali brought me thru those dark nites.. =)
2ndly, wrk is gettin unhappy for me cos I realised tt each day, I uncover more n more faults, discover more n more ugly facts tt I had refused since day one. Wake up call is painful & I realised I simply cant accept it as I need to come out fr tt comfort zone... Had did smthin to 'lighten' off my 'burden' & is prayin tt I b able to get it done, ASAP !! I pray n bless those whom haf hurt me badly. Wad comes ard goes ard...
3rdly, my plan is to b able to fulfil wad I had always been wantin to do: Get into e fashion industry !! hahahahaa !! Oh nono !! I aint gona quit myself fr e govt sector bt perhaps continue on w my biz consultation service to help pple to start off their biz .. =P First 'project' on hand for 2011, I hope to help my uncle to get his new biz started & o cos e expansion ! hahaha ! Nono ! I aint moonliting bt it has always been my forte for consultation aspect ! hahaha ! It has been a FOC service rendered fr me to e end-user. Crap !! Mayb I shld start chargin pple for it .. hahaha !
Movin on, I hope tt Mister n I can haf some clean break. It's tirin to drag n drag n drag. While I b gettin busier, he mite tink tt I cant b bothered w him.. Jus few days ago he asked wen will I b free. Oh gdness. I feel bad nt seein him for so long bt I cant bring myself to cut those commitments away jus for him. I guess e ans is very clear = get away fr him since I cant even bring myself to set aside time jus for him. Hmmmm.. For e better I guess.
Oh yes yes !! It's time to cut down on my spendings !! I swear on tis !! Thou every other mth I said I m NOT GONA shop bt seriously, aft I came bk fr Korea, I been gg on shoppin spree !! Imagine, I had spent one over thousand in Korea plus my airfare n stuffs.. hahahahaha !! I din dare to see my bank stmt nw. hahaha !! Looks like I reali nid to open up some bank acct to lock my money in it for gd.. I m simply lackin o discipline thou I may deem to b one! hahahaha !!
Gg forward, I NID TO LOSE WEIGHT !! As MUCH as possible !! I m sooooooooooooo FAT !! I cant believe tt I still cant fit into tt size 26 jeans !! Crap !! Am I supposed to give tt away or how long m I supposed to wait b4 I can fit it in agn ?!?! Like my bro had always teased me - I M HIS FAT LIL SIS ! arrgghhhzz ! @#$%^&*&%^$#@
The best joke for the last day o 2010: Dad bought a new weighing machine bcos he is tempted to lose weight all thanks to the REDUZE advert on TV ! hahaha ! I tried to weigh myself w tt machine n realised tt I m MUCH lighter as compared to my weighing in offc ! I told mum tt I chose to believe dad' weighin machine bt I haf to up my ideal weight standard ! She screened me at e corner o her eyes n asked how much more to go. I said prolly 4 more kgs to go ?!?!?! She almost fainted !! hahahahaa !! From the old 86kgs to my current weight, it took me quite a fair bit o 'pain' to shed it off.. I cant let it come bk !! So yea, I nid to lose weight in order to fit into my cute n nice cheong sam ! kekeke !! By CNY 2011, I nid to get rid o 4kgs fr those numbers ! Mister had always been sayin tt I m lookin fine bt woman is nv satisfied w her body !! hahahah !!
Okay, bk to wrk nw.. See ya peeps soon ! Gona upload some pics ...
Seriously, can I jus haf a shoppin list here to remind myself tt I gotta get it all bcos o my WANTS ??? hahahaha ! =X
I wan a :
1) BB Bold 9780 / BB Torch 9800
2) Canon digi cam
3) A new handbag (for CNY)
4) A pair o red heels (for CNY)
5) New closet
Tt's all for nw, folks ! hahahaha !
