Everyday, I patiently wait, feelin like a fool bt I do, anyway. Hope tt things will turn out fine n tt e outcome is of some gd results.
One long yr gona pass by n perhaps more struggles will b comin my way. The pple ard me r advancin faster than I do n I wana see those whom had hurted me passin their every single day. My agression kinda takes e best o me. I guess I hadnt come to term w e best solution as yet.
Today, it took me quite abit to realise, yet another vicious cycle, tt my job role in life, is gettin complicatin. Mayb I haf too much on my mind n I cnt seems to b organisin myself well. I m jus gona take things as wad it is.
My policy stands: I m nt out to kill or to harm n neither m i the warrior to guard pple asses. Period.
Last thing on my mind nw - Mr Lee. Call me soon.....
Monday, December 27, 2010
Friday, December 24, 2010
Xmas Eve
Came bk fr Korea and I m sufferin fr the after-effect of winter weather and the refusal to get my engine going. Hahahaha ! I miss the gud times for the past 7 days. Oh well.
Yes !! It's gona b Xmas and therefore it wld oso mark the end o 2010 and a brand new yr o 2011 ! I pray tt wrk will b smooth-sailing and tt my studies will b gg on fine ! And o cos, I oso pray tt my health wld b stable. Most o all, I pray tt pple ard me wld b blessed in His way ! =)
Xmas : The season o givin ! I bought souvenirs bk fr Korea and I was happily distributin it away since yday !
Went bk offc tis mornin and I went ard givin my branch's colleagues some Korea tidbits.
While I enjoy givin and sharin, I DO NOT APPRECIATED THE FCKIN ATTITUDE o some buggers here !! Fckin understand tt I dun owe u anythin or ur livelihood ! I gave U wad I distributed today was solely bcos it's MY HABIT to give smthin for Xmas as o any other yrs !! Last yr, tis yr and ongoing yrs !! U dun haf to thank me for it bt dun fckin show me face like I did it to suck ur balls or m i tryin to act nice in front o pple !! Ur face simply told me nt to b a fake actor aft we had stopped tokin ! I reali wished tt I can jus go w/out havin to give u cos I cld haf given it to some other pple tt appreciates it. I had nv tried to PROFILE myself like someone else and I WILL NV b !! Seriously, IF U HAF ANY ISSUE W ME, COME HEAD ON W ME ! Showin me those fck up attitude o urs, jus make u look dang uglier and USELESS cos if u r any way capable than me, compete w me in tt aspect, YOU LOSER !
Many a time, I try convincin myself tt I shld jus ignore these negative forces bt it bcame apparent tt pple r jus gangin up against me. You sow wad u reap and u reap wad u sow. Tink abt it, if I had do anythin or tok anythin abt u, wld u still b 'alive n kickin' here ? And even if I ever do, U DESERVE it ! Why is tt so? Merely bcos U DID SMTHIN TO TRIGGER ME OFF. Wadeva I said or do, I wld haf reasons to justify tt. As much as I m concern, my conscience is clear. For me bein me, I HAD NV LIKED TO USE UNDERHAND MEANS to achieve my objectives bt if I ever do, I spare no one. For the pathetic fact tt I m tryin to regain my humane touch, pls dun ever trifle w me. Nt bcos o ur resultin poor health bt simply bcos I DO NOT WANA SIN !!
Okay, I know tt I sounded tt I haf alot o grievances here n is gettin aggressive. Reason bein, I m upset tt y such morons actually exist ?!?!?!?! God blessed u w wad human beings r blessed w bt u chose to b distorted. It's saddenin to know tt I m surrounded w pple lidat. I dun wish to b like them & I simply WILL NT b like them. Mayb it's too early to judge bt I m prayin for e best !
Rite. No more whinin here. I jus wana haf a peaceful weekends. Oh boy.
Massage tml in JB !
Oh yes, Mr. Lee, hope tt ur Granny will b fine. Haf a safe trip bk to HongKong and fulfil her wish (if any fr her to u). I will pray for her. God Bless.
Ho Ho Ho ~ Merry Xmas !
Yes !! It's gona b Xmas and therefore it wld oso mark the end o 2010 and a brand new yr o 2011 ! I pray tt wrk will b smooth-sailing and tt my studies will b gg on fine ! And o cos, I oso pray tt my health wld b stable. Most o all, I pray tt pple ard me wld b blessed in His way ! =)
Xmas : The season o givin ! I bought souvenirs bk fr Korea and I was happily distributin it away since yday !
Went bk offc tis mornin and I went ard givin my branch's colleagues some Korea tidbits.
While I enjoy givin and sharin, I DO NOT APPRECIATED THE FCKIN ATTITUDE o some buggers here !! Fckin understand tt I dun owe u anythin or ur livelihood ! I gave U wad I distributed today was solely bcos it's MY HABIT to give smthin for Xmas as o any other yrs !! Last yr, tis yr and ongoing yrs !! U dun haf to thank me for it bt dun fckin show me face like I did it to suck ur balls or m i tryin to act nice in front o pple !! Ur face simply told me nt to b a fake actor aft we had stopped tokin ! I reali wished tt I can jus go w/out havin to give u cos I cld haf given it to some other pple tt appreciates it. I had nv tried to PROFILE myself like someone else and I WILL NV b !! Seriously, IF U HAF ANY ISSUE W ME, COME HEAD ON W ME ! Showin me those fck up attitude o urs, jus make u look dang uglier and USELESS cos if u r any way capable than me, compete w me in tt aspect, YOU LOSER !
Many a time, I try convincin myself tt I shld jus ignore these negative forces bt it bcame apparent tt pple r jus gangin up against me. You sow wad u reap and u reap wad u sow. Tink abt it, if I had do anythin or tok anythin abt u, wld u still b 'alive n kickin' here ? And even if I ever do, U DESERVE it ! Why is tt so? Merely bcos U DID SMTHIN TO TRIGGER ME OFF. Wadeva I said or do, I wld haf reasons to justify tt. As much as I m concern, my conscience is clear. For me bein me, I HAD NV LIKED TO USE UNDERHAND MEANS to achieve my objectives bt if I ever do, I spare no one. For the pathetic fact tt I m tryin to regain my humane touch, pls dun ever trifle w me. Nt bcos o ur resultin poor health bt simply bcos I DO NOT WANA SIN !!
Okay, I know tt I sounded tt I haf alot o grievances here n is gettin aggressive. Reason bein, I m upset tt y such morons actually exist ?!?!?!?! God blessed u w wad human beings r blessed w bt u chose to b distorted. It's saddenin to know tt I m surrounded w pple lidat. I dun wish to b like them & I simply WILL NT b like them. Mayb it's too early to judge bt I m prayin for e best !
Rite. No more whinin here. I jus wana haf a peaceful weekends. Oh boy.
Massage tml in JB !
Oh yes, Mr. Lee, hope tt ur Granny will b fine. Haf a safe trip bk to HongKong and fulfil her wish (if any fr her to u). I will pray for her. God Bless.
Ho Ho Ho ~ Merry Xmas !
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