It's May !!

Two exam papers cleared n one more to go .. I m reali havin doubts if I can pass these 3 sickening modules ! Blardy hell, tis semester is dang screwed up. Stupid class schedules and annoyin assignments due date !! The best part nw is tt e exam papers r scheduled b4 and aft !! Dang it !!! Studyin part time is NOT AS FREE AS THOSE FULL TIME student who can afford more time to revision !!! WTF is tis kinda managment !! zzzz.. Wadeva it is, I m prayin hard tt we r all able to pass these papers !!


Auntie Ang flew off for her overseas trip yday and I m left w no disturbance at hme to revise thru my work. But I have to take over e hsehold chores ! zzzz.


I been lackin o exercise since last fri and I m feelin lethargic for the past few days. Had slpless nites since last fri and I got myself flu bug all over agn. hmmmmm.. Seriously hope tt these shits will pass quickly and I cant wait to get it over and done wit.


Right, I m too tired to update anythin here. Be back soon.

For the better ?

Okay, I had gotten myself a new set o swimwear & is mtg M. to go for swimmin tis weekend followin sauna ! hahahaha !! M & I had made a deal to lead a healthier lifestlyle & yea, we gotta put in more efforts ! =)

Went for a haircut earlier tis week & my hairdresser realised tt I m showin symptoms o hair loss ... Dang .. Tis is reali one o my worst nitemare as I had alr take note o it for weeks alr. zzzzzzz. Brought a bottle o expensive tonic fr my hairdresser & every nite I gotta faithfully apply it onto my scalp. zzzzzzzz. It's scary gettin older cos I nid eye serum, night moisturiser, face mask & rite nw HAIR TONIC !!! WTF !!! Rite, time to do smthin abt it ... =(

One week to my rather long leave !! Cant wait bt on e otherhand, I cant bear to part w my wrk.. zzzz. I cant imagine hw wld it b to step back into offc in May, realisin tt I have gotten extra wrk while bein away ?? hmmmm..

It's gona b fri !! I b mtg B. for dinner aft my seminar tml !! Den swimmin & muggin on sat at J's plc !! hahahahahaha !! Plans nicely scheduled !!

Okay pple !! Have a gud weekend ahead !!

Sat Mornin..

I got waken up by a blardy bike whom e owner blown his bike engine for abt 30mins. Fckin hell !! And it was only 7.10am !!! KNN !! To tink tt mark e end o my beauty slp fr Fri nite till Sat mornin. Irritating !! Curse tt blardy rider !! Next time I shld jus scream my vulgars downstairs !! Arghz !!!


I woke up feelin fckin cranky. Auntie Ang n Uncle Chong was shocked to see me in front o my com doin my wrk away ! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. Blardy hell !! Sibei Angry la !!


Guess I shld start my revision soooooon ~!


Have a gud weekend ahead pple !


See you guys sooooooon ~!

Why is tt so ?

Another person jus informed me tt she had resigned fr my current wrkplc !! Arghz !! I m gettin super demoralised !! Wad m I supposed to do nw ?!?!?! zzzz ... I guess I gotta step up on my interviews ? hahaha ! I jus nid to move on to make myself feelin better. Yday one o e cbvisor sabotaged me by sayin loudly in offc tt I M ATTENDIN INTERVIEWS nw !! KNNBPCB !!


Anyway, jus to share some things here. Tis mornin I took train to wrk as usual & I started realisin tt alot o old bitches r reali super annoyin & irritatin ! I got pushed n blocked in the train today jus bcos some old bitches wana get outta train fast cos dey r rushin for wrk ?!?! KNNBCCB!! Like as if dey r e only ones rushin for wrk !! Fckin hell !! Sibei hot to have to meet such idiotic morons early in e mornin !!! NB !! Aft tt bugger actually knocked me outta her way, she can gave me some staring somemore !! PCB !! I cant help bt to curse her !! 


Den another old bitch also get me on my nerves !! She shld b stayin somewhere near me & she alights at e same stop as I do. Tis old bitch is reali very scary. Okay, call me a bitch too bt I SIMPLY DETEST HER LOOKS COS IT'S SO DANG DISGUSTING !!! She has got a head o curly grey hair & she is thin for her age (probably 50+ 60yrs old!). She has got a 'magnifyin glass' on her and I wld say she dresses up fashionably for her age too. Best part is, she can STILL WEAR HEELS WOR !! The bag tt she uses, smthin as striking as 'Agnes B' style ~! zzzz.. So enuf o describin her....She annoyed me wen she dashed into e train lookin for a seat !!! Fckin hell !! Some pple nice n kind enuf to give up seat for her & she can even give pple a stare. Blardy hell. I feel like tellin her off tt no one owes her a livin ! Old alr, wear heels & is expectin pple to give up seat to her ?? hmmmmmm.. How irony it can b. Wad I m curious here is..these old pple abusin e system wer SMRT initiated the 'RESERVED SEAT' campaign ??? U know, I reali observed tt some old pple reali too much !! Personally, I had seen some old pple literally go up to someone n scolded them off their seat so tt dey can sit down & den next stop alight ! Walau eh !! Wad e hack is tis ?!?!?! I mean, u got weak legs n wadsoeva, b it la...KNN!! Mus u scold pple off ??!?!?! WTF ! Like last week, I went out on one o e weekends & I gave up my seat to this old ah ma & accompanyin her were some middle-aged women. When e old ah ma sat on e seat, dey can say IT'S A MUS FOR ME TO GIVE UP MY SEAT .. so no appreciation taken into consideration ! Nvm hor...I m ok w pple doin tis to me bt e ultimate one is, those middle-aged women scolded pple in tt cabin tt no one wana give up seat for them !! WTH la !!!! Chee bei.. So wad u r middle-aged ! Stand abit will die izit ?? U wana get ur money-worth-guarantee wen u take public transport izit ?!?! If lidat, bring ur own foldable chair la !!! Wa kaoz !! I see all these happenings, it jus make my blood fckin boil like mad .. zzzzzzzzzzz...


At times I duno if it's jus singaporeans who wana do tis kinda disgraceful actions.. Bt I come to realise tt tis collective actions r e result o singaporeans being too self-centred ! I dun deny I m one too bt PLS, USE UR PEA BRAINS & do things at e rite time !!

White Lies....

Okay, another farewell gathering today. This mark e 3rd person tt left my branch since e start o tis yr. Hmmm.. I guess it's gona b my turn soon. It's reali demoralisin to see pple ard u leavin ur wrkplc simultaneously & U know tt things r jus nt e same anymore. Well well well .....

Anyway, while we had gud food for e gatherin, we also gathered to gossip - doin things tt women r gud at !! Hahahaha ! Oh no no .. We aint gossipin abt someone out dere bt rather, I was relatin abt some o my personal encounters, jus for laughs.... Haahahahahaha ! Den one o my colleague was commentin abt my dress today & it striked off another topic for us to discuss - Hw many kgs have I shred off !! Hmmmm ..

My BH was rite behind wen we were doin our guessin game. One o them actually told my BH tt I m preparin for my 'weddin dinner' & therefore I have to cut inches off my body to look gud in my 'weddin gown'. My BH was kinda convinced & commented tt he realised tt I been kipin my weight down & trust tt I will look gud in my costume !! Hahahahahahahaha !!! I played along & said tt my invitation card will reach every single one o them wen it's ready ! =P

Seriously, tis weddin topic is sensitive in my opinion ! Auntie Ang was jus commentin tt it's time for me to settle down alr !! zzzzzzzz .. Someone save me pls....

Who am I ? What are We ?

I went back to offc tis mornin n spent pathetic 4.5hrs in Novena with my DEAREST MR. LEE annoyin me over e phone for abt 3mins wen I realised tt he actually saved my offc number into his contact list !!!!!!!!! Arghz !!! Anyway, tis is nt e main focus today.


I simply dun understand y my stomach only wana play me out only in offc...Yeah, I had bad churnin tis mornin tt caused me heartburn. I literally had breathing difficulties. Thank God tt I was able to get hme fast. I m jus back fr my class & is super glad tt next week gona b my last class alr ! Hmmm.. Tis oso mark my forthoming o my killer exams ! God Bless !


Aft wrk, I took train hme wen I was so tempted to cab hme due to my unease aft all e pukings in e mornin. Tis elder lady whom I call her AUNTY (in local context) approached me n seeked directions home. She claimed tt she do nt know hw to head hme cos she is nt familiar w all these MRT lines. Out o gudwill, I guided her & she followed me all e way unintentionally. Along e way she spoke to me & I felt like I was walkin my 'own grandmother' hme. She said she is in her mid 60s' and has 3 grand-kids & she also revealed hw many children she has. What amazed me was that she commented tt she's still wrkin as she do not wana burdened her own children by askin pocket money fr them as they have their own commitments too. She wld rather earn her own money as she is aware tt her children wnt let her know if they r tight w their cash... I felt so touched upon hearin tis..


It seems tt aft so long I finally sense humane touch within me. I duno. Perhaps our society have progressed so much n (mayb) so well till pple tend to protect themselves more n doin things o their own interest at e expense o another person - selfish n senseless act I wld call it. Wen I realised tt someone like tis Aunty still exist, I guess it's still nt so bad after all to know tt kind n gud soul linger among us. With tis, I hope for harmonious society to b everlasting.


Okay, Saturday gona b spend at hme cos exams r jus ard e corner ! I gona wrk hard !! Bt b4 tt, I tink I nid to clear my pig-sty first ! It's full o clothings, bags & my sch notes !! zzzzzzzzzz...


Have a gud weekend pple ! And get well soon, Asiah ! See u back in offc !