Sunday, February 28, 2010

Mugging Sunday

It's Sunday !! It's gona b March tml !! Cant wait for my dresses to arrive at my doorstep tis comin week !

I trust tt tis comin week o wrk will b gud !! Old bitch will b away for 3.5days !! wooo hooo ~! But wrk had been delegated for tis 3.5days o wrk. Dang. Thank god I m assigned w a helper ! =) No monday blues for sure !!! hahahahahahaha !!

I b gg for interview on Tuesday !! Prayin hard tt everythin will b fine !! I nid a change o environment n wages !

Okay, I m gg back to my book nw. One last assignment n one last test in March & I M GONA B PREPARIN FOR MY KILLER EXAMS come april/may!!!

Wish me luck pls ~! =P

Feb's Pics !





Busy, Busy & Jus so Busy !

As much as I m enjoyin my bz schedule, I start to realise tt I m screwin my time table up !! I lost my ability for time mgmt !! zzzzzzz.. Believe it or nt, I know it sounds STUPID ! =(

I m beginnin to wake up late in e mornin on wrkin days. I m takin exceptionally long for showers. I got e tendency to take longer route to reach my destinations. The best part o all, I LOVE TO DRAG MY TIME FOR ALL THE THINGS I DO !! Arghz !! I tink my body is protestin tt I AINT TAKIN GUD CARE O MYSELF !! zzzzzzz..

Wrk's gettin shitty !! Alot alot shits to clear & I seriously dun dare to back offc as I do not know wen will I b able to clear all these shits !! I m alr on a lookout for new job bt if I reali leave, wad's gona b for my colleagues !! Dey r a grp o new officers who r new o e current job scope. Encountering e old bitch, IS JUS NOT a blessing to them. zzzzzzzz.. Still, finally more pple is aware o my plight n misfortune !! hur hur hur..

Studies is a killer & I m prayin hard tt time pass real fast n I b able to kip up w e pace too !!

Recently, some pple spoke to me abt being single or attached ! Frankly, I M FCKIN ANNOYED !! Wad's ur fckin problem w my status ?!?!?!!? B it I choose to be single or attached, DOES IT FCKIN CONCERN U ?!?!?! zzzzzzz ... I do nt noe wad do u wan fr me BT FCKIN DUN MAKE UR PROBLEM MY PROBLEM COS UR PROBLEM IS NV MY PROBLEM !!! CAN U FCKIN WAKE UP UR IDEA !?!?! zzzzzzzz.

Like I told darling earlier today tt time will b wasted if we harp too much onto one blardy issue. I gona move on & any bugger shall b trash by me ! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

Monday, February 22, 2010

Blank mind.

Tis mornin I attended a short rd o trainin for some upcomin elections. It was kinda fun cos I get to count those pollin sheets BUT kinda annoyed cos some o some o e old officers. My god. I wonder wld I ever become one sickenin old officer in times to come ? hahahaha .. Way too long to even judge abt it. =)

Last weekends were kinda crazy for me. Sat mornin was wakened up by my beloved Mr. Lim. Met him for awhile b4 I headed to sch jus bcos he said he wanted to see if I had lose or put on weight.. Dang. He was jus so so so free to entertain me for e whole o last week.. Yeah, handed in my assignment & tml is my test for another module ! hahahahahhaa !! I m so so so so bz n I kinda lost touch on tryin to do up my schedule for other things !! hahahahahaha. I know it sounds kinda crappy BUT I do love it tis way ! Reason bein, I got no time to tink abt SHITS !!

Seriously, I duno y m I so happy wen I kinda dun get enuf rest n is racin against time. Someone tell me y ?? hahahahha. Looks like I had somehow succeeded in makin myself believin tt I can achieve MORE wen I dun tink abt SHITS !! hahahahahaa .. At tis pt in time, my SHITS r those shitty pple tt I met & shitty lil things tt happen at wrk & at hme. hmmmmmm.. I gotta kip up tis pace o mine !

Time nw is 9.23pm n I m slpy alr. My god. I nid to finish up my readin for tml's test !!

Wish me luck pple !! =P

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Work & Studies !!

I duno whether I m happy w my wrk n studies nw or I m jus too tired to feel any other emotions. But wadeva it is, I m greatful tt I m feelin tis way cos I m so preoccupied to even tink abt any other issues ! I tink for e past few days I was so bz til I have got no time to even curse n swear ! =P

CNY 5th day & I had alr submitted one assignment earlier on !! Nw rushin for my 2nd one tt wil b due on tis sat !! I m gettin excited cos one last assignment to b due in Mar !! Test next week & I had jus gotta e reference book for my revision !! hehehe ~! I m so gona pass all my modules tis sem all over agn !! woooooo hoooooo ~!

Wrk was fine n I hope it wil remain tis way for gud. Aft all, I gotta learn to take things easy. I reali gotta prioritise all my stuffs rite nw. Mayb I jus cant afford to even lose my concentration span !!

Anyway, Mr. Lim was actin so weird since last fri ! Met him in orhard last fri while I was doin my shoppin w Bin. I was shocked to see Mr. Lim rite in front o me w him starin at Bin. I walked past Mr. Lim w/out sayin HI & he screamed at me for doin so !! hahahahaa !! Wen we walked away fr him, he was literally starin at us. I m puzzled y he did tt. Sat mornin while I was bz w my last min spring cleanin,Mr. Lim called n interrogated me who my 'guy fren is' ! hahhhaa !! I almost ROFL wen he actually asked me tt !!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!! Den for e past 3 days he is kinda concern if I m attached or is plannin to get married soon. My god. His sudden change in attitude kinda leave me feelin weird. Knowin him for more than 10yrs, he is seldom tis concern for me. Wadeva it is, thanks Mr. Lim for his 'concern'!! hahahahahaha !!

My Old Mr. Lee still OWE ME A PIGGY !!! Argh !! I hate him !!!

Gud nite all. I gona slp ~! It's friday !! TGIF !!!!!! Weekends' comin ~!!

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

Mouths that r out to 'Kill'

I m back fr my class tonite. It was amazingly awesome cos it caused me to b 'lost in space' like nv b4. Dang. Okay, today's blog entry is absolutely nt able studies bt abt 2 bitches tt pissed me off today.

Shld I mention names here ?? Better nt I guess. Bt it's so temptin to have to add some names here to spice up e entry !! Oh well. Bin & Alex said I m way too bitchy for women to like me as a fren, as e same gender !! =P

First thing first, as stated, I had class tonite & I m usually early for it as e rest wld b super late. I arrived in sch at abt 6.25pm & so I went to e bookshop in e hope of doin some 'shoppin' & I bumped onto someone tt I had known for years, for more than a decade. She asked if I had opened up a shop in the Turf Club !! I wished I got tis capability to do so bt I dun !! Den I got reminded tt last sem she commented tt I M MARRIED W A KID !!! WTF ?!?!?!?! Den I came to realise tt it's e doings o a bitch tt I had known for decades too !!!!!

Nw, wad I m puzzled w is tt wad gud does she get by bad-mouthin me ? Wad is her motive in doin so ? Or is it e person who told me all tis e culprit ??? As an Investigator, I m reali keen to find out more bt smthin told me nt to as it's a blardy waste o time !!! hahahahahha !! No pt wastin time on garbage anyway.

Second, another bitch pissed me off. How m I gona put it ?? hahahaha !! hmmmmm .... I guess tis is e accumulative aggression within tt erupt abruptly today ?? I guess it was made known to some o us tt we r both at loggerheads & therefore it's e natural tendency to feel such negativity ?? Wad triggered off my aggression is tt SHE IS BLARDY FAKE !!! One moment she's tellin u story A & one moment she's tellin u story B - in a simultaneous manner. How skillful it is rite ?? U bet !!!

Rite nw, she's excited over e fact tt someone is able to fetch her jus like hw I was been driven ard most o e time. Hey Bitch, note tis down, memorise tis hard & kip it fresh in ur ass-brain - Dun b snobbish in front o me wen u r jus tryin to leech onto someone else wen u r freakin on ur own !! It dun look gud on u at all !! To me, u r jus nothin - as tiny as a particle - aint up to my standard to play u.

To these 2(3) bitches - I can tolerate all sorts o nonsenses fr u bt r u able to catch up w me in my game ??? U shall do e judgment urself.

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Old Bitch @ Wrk !!!

Seriously, I m amazed w myself for toleratin tis fckin old bitch who has been constantly makin my life miserably sucky at wrk. I m beginnin to tink o ways to play ard w her & wana see to it tt she get destroy by her own piece o art !!!

Wad happened today in offc reali pissed me off badly till I jus wana blog it here for pple to see !!!


One o my colleague asked me to help her w one o our system as she had problems tryin to get over n done w. I helped bt to no avail. Tried for quite sometimes & I even get other pple to help us w it bt still no solution. Den old bitch walked over n asked my colleague if she wana her to help & I moved away to another colleague's desk jus to avoid close contact w old bitch.

While standin abt 3metres away fr old bitch, I heard her interrogatin my colleague abt tis & tt & y she wana do tis & tt. The best part came along w tis : 'Hw can u ask her to help WEN SHE DUN EVEN NOE HW TO DO IT & SHE HAD NOT DONE IT B4 WAD !!!' This unintelligent and crude remark was commented b old bitch to my colleague abt me. If I m reali tt stupid/slow/inefficient, Y KIP ME IN YOUR FCKIN UNIT ?!?!?! SINCE YOU R SO SO SO SO INTELLIGENT, DO ALL E WRK BY URSELF ?!?!!? Bt den agn, bcos she is so so so so STUPID, she has got to delegate her wrk out to e rest so tt she wnt look awfully stupid & uses her rank to sit on e rest !! You pple catch e pt here ?!?!?!!?

First thing first, as a senior officer, OLD BITCH HAD NV DONE HER PART TO GUIDE ME ALONG W ANYTHING PROCEDURES IN DOIN MY CURRENT JOB ! I was trained by my senior who was transferred out last yr, NOT TIS SENIOR OFFICER AKA OLD BITCH !!! Wadeva I m doin rite nw r e blessings o my senior to me !! Wad right does tis old bitch has to comment lidat abt me ?!?!?!

Everyday, faithfully, old bitch would b readin on Statutes, US laws & some other unimportant notes & I seriously dun see her workin on any case at all !!! Everyday she would jus stare in her blardy screen tryin to act bz and hardworkin wen her EQ & IQ = 0. The only time tt I would feel tt she is finally workin is wen she is vettin thru our reports. Oh yes, sayin abt vettin - she tot tt she's an English teacher !!! Mayb by doin tis, she will look bz & occupied !!! Tactfully awesome rite !!! hahahahahahhahha !!! Frankly, old bitch's salary DO NOT JUSTIFY e wrkload tt she's havin nw cos she's BLARDY UNDERWORK & IS OVERPAID !!!

I cant help bt to emphasize e pt tt I M ONLY EARNIN 1.8k & IS DOIN WRK O SOMEONE EARNING 3k or more.

Old bitch dun deserve to have a pair o eyes cos SHE DO NOT USE HER EYESIGHT TO CHECK THRU E ATTACHMENTS IN E FILES !!!! Mayb she shldnt b enjoyin e privilege o havin a pair o hands too !!!! Each time I submit my case sheet to her, she wont check & wld bounce my report back to me jus bcos she din bother to see wad's inside my file !!! And wen I showed it to her wad she demanded fr me, she will give an awkward smirk n head back to her desk. Likewise tis aftn, she came to me n asked if I had given her a soft copy for a particular short report wen she had printed out e draft by herself !!!!!!!! Someone tell me y such character exist in tis world !?!?!?!?!?!

Upon readin tis, I bet you pple mus b tinkin tt I m those typical vicious woman who only noe how to curse n swear on things tt I hate it bt so put urself in my shoes !! For 18mths, I been toleratin these shits & for e fact tt I m wrkin like dere's no tml & is drawin a salary o 1.8k only, IS IT JUSTIFIABLE tt I shld continue to torment myself ???? I can no longer hang on to my passion for wrk. For e fact tt I m doin IPs, C2Os & Audits all by myself, 1.8k is PEANUT !!!!

Each day in offc is no diff fr livin hell. Blame it on myself tt I m only holdin on to a diploma & therefore I can only go tis far. Blame it on myself tt I chose to leave sales industry & go back to govt sector. Blame it on myself for bein easy wen I was somehow given a chance to change to another unit. Perhaps I shld jus blame myself for it.

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

Jiafeng's wedding - 31st Jan 2010 !!!!

I had great fun on cousin's weddin day itself !!!!

Woke myself up as early as 4am to prepare to go over to her plc as I dedicated myself to b one o her honourable Jie Meis !! hahahahaha !!

But b4 I can continue typin in front o my screen, I gotta call it a day........ My eye lids gettin way too heavy to progress on further !!

Shall continue my bloggin tml !!!

Gud nite all !!! Loves ~

Jiafeng's wedding - 31st Jan 2010 !!!!