Since I went back wrk rite aft my exams leave earlier tis mth, things in offc changed ! The initial changes occurred rite aft my surgery, wen I went bk offc in June.. It seems tt (I)offc's environment is gettin political.
First thing first, pple r formin cliques ! Dey 'form' their own gang jus like a typical team buildin process : Forming, Norming, Storming & Performing .. perhaps sooner or later, dey mite go thru ADJOURNING (I tink i mite see it comin SOON)! Dey identify their common 'goals' den dey strategise and aft which, dey show wad 'dey r capable o'... hahahaha !! Okay, I sound like I m missing some of the past modules in sch ! =P
Secondly, I m still puzzled wad e heck had I done to make pple backstab me all these while !! Apart fr me being aggressive, loud, snobbish and perhaps annoying towards pple when SOMEONE PISS ME OFF, I dun go ard stabbin pple on their 'back' neither did I actually created sabotage ! As a matter o fact, I do feel tt I wasnt selfish in sharing my knowledge.. Come to tink abt it, I regretted doin so ! Seriously, if anyone is irritated by me, y e heck cant dey jus open up their blardy mouth(s) to confront me ??? By gossiping behind my back, tt reali make u an ugly human (dun b a faker for life, spare urself e misery) ! Apparently YOU R not makin use of wad God had given u and u chose to misuse it and ruin ur life!
Thirdly, I CANOT believe someone who actually added on to these gossips, asked if I wana tok abt it !!!! HAHAHAHAHHHAHAA !! Like excuse me ???? Halo ?!?!??!! You r part o e contributin factor n u r tellin me tt THERE'S MORE THAN MEET THE EYE ??? Oh WOOOWWW !! I m impressed with tt intellectuat level of urs BY NOT BEING SENSITIVE to the surrounding cos u r surrounded w CRAPS anyway.. Dun come tellin me otherwise wen tt's wad I SEE AND HEAR ! Actions usually speak louder than words.. u UNDERSTAND tt ??? And, wad's w e betting abt me attendin e team buildin tml ??? I reckon tt u pple b happier NOT SEEING me dere .. BUT SADLY, I aint gona make it so nice for all o ya .. I b dere and I make sure I will still do my part.. Mayb u do not wish to know y I classify u in tt category BCOS u CHOSE to allow e rest to misunderstand my situation tt I M LOADED w cases, makin e rest tink tt I M GOOD FOR NOTHIN. I guess I m 101% rite abt it ! Like I said, it DOESNT matter anymore bcos I m so sick n tired o it. Havin to guard against pple is e worst thing ever tt I wana do. I learnt to trust pple all over agn & U pple chose to break tis bond within me. I hope wad goes ard, comes ard. =)
Dun come tellin me tt bcos I m an angry person and therefore pple hate me for who I m. If u r gona tell me so, it simply prove tt u r one faker too cos u once laffed along w me.
Lastly, if anyone is jus unhappy w me, come confront me rite in my face. You dun haf to b 'balless' n say it behind my back.
Enuf said. Period. Movin on.
=)
