I had made a decision tis mornin, which was a rejection o an job interview, in e hope o better wrkin condition in my current wrkplc. I duno if I had done e rite thing bt I reali hate changes nw. As I grow older, I nid more n more security. Fren ask y dun I go back to sales n my answer to them is : I cant take thrills anymore. Thrills as in e huge differences in my payslip evry mth & for e fact tt I m furtherin my studies nw, I cant take much heavier load apart fr my studies.
It's been a week plus since my last paper last monday. It was rather disastrous as I went 'blackout' agn in e exam hall. zzz. I forgot wad I m supposed to do for the paper & I realised tt I was whackin away like no one biz, knowin tt I was gg at e wrong direction. Nevertheless, I was prayin hard tt I m able to get by tis sem n move on to a new sem tgt w e rest ! God bless.
As mentioned, wrk isnt gettin better. I m constantly tortured jus bcos o her so-called 'meticulous' & 'eye-for-details' attitude at wrk. Okay, I know, decision made & I shld accept it for wad it is no matter wad. Probably I jus nid to whine abit & I b fine ltr on.
Oh yes. Yday e blardy SMRT train broke down agn durin peak hour ! Tis time rd wasnt in e mornin BUT EVENIN TIME WEN I WAS DYIN TO GET BACK HME !!! Dang !! All passengers were instructed to get off tt faulty train n to wait for subsequent trains. zzz. My god. I hopped on to a train tt almost 'killed' me. Tis woman whom was standin in front o me STINK !! No, I shld say tt it was her hair tt produced PUNGENT smell. Gudness. Tt smell seems to be either no hair-wash for at least a week n was soaked in perspiration or tt old woman was basically an unhygienic one ! I almost fainted bcos o tt smell. Dang. Frankly, SMRT kip increasin e transport fare BT Y SERVICE STANDARD DROP ONE BIG TIME ??!?!? Fck up !!!!! zzzzzzz..
Okay, I cant do online shoppin anymore cos I m super turned off by e wrong measurements tt was being posted up. I ordered my 2nd dress fr tis particular website & was given wrong measurement. Delivery was prompt enuff bt only to realise tt e sizin o e dress is too small for me. zzzzz. Mayb I m stupid nt to take a bigger size bt e measurements were misleadin too !! Rite, blame it on my boobs den. zzzzzzz.
I m gona slp. Migraine is reali killin me.
I miss him alot.
