Monday, October 19, 2009

Movin forward

Sadly, wen I chose to walk away fr u earlier on, I decided to leave u for gud.

I trust tt U din know wad was my intention. I believed tt U din know tt U had pissed me off badly tt U had cleared my threshold. I supposed tt U still do not understand hw I nid a guy to behave b it in public or in private.

Mayb I have sky high standards tt are becomin impractical.

Nw, I chose to go away fr u cos I reali tink tt I deserve better time n environment.

U do not know if U have grow up despite e fact tt U gained respect fr pple ard u. U do not know if U had let me down in any way for I been super tolerant towards u, towards ur immature acts. Perhaps U r way too comfy w me tt U jus wana 'b urself' wen U r w me & tis in turns caused me to reali brush u aside n jus move on. Many times U snapped at me & I chose to kip quiet nt bcos I m afraid o u but simply bcos I cherish & respect u as someone whom I been facin for so long.

Seriously, wadeva U had did reali pissed me off one big time. I do nt know if U have double standard btw me n ur other frens but it reali gets on my nerves wen I see tt U r treatin me differently in front o others. Wenever we r alone tgt, times spent tgt versus time spent tgt w frens r jus like north pole & south pole. Ur treatment towards me kinda tell me tt U can b a gud actor.

I had enuff o all these nonsenses. I dun wish to bother abt U, abt ur problems anymore. I had enuff shits in my life & I reali dun nid another person to add on to it. Pls dun ever expect me to give U gud attitude wen I see u e next time.

Wen I chose to walk away, dere's no turnin back.