Tis is the first monday aft 3 months o studies tt I do not have to worry if I b dang tired wen the clock hit 8pm. hahahaha. Officially tis is my study period till end o tis mth n I b gg for my exams !!! Excited ? Or stress ?? I tink I m feelin empty. Cant seems to feel any emotions within me. Hw sad.
Things aint been e same rite aft my bday.
Wrk hasnt been gud & rite nw I can feel a higher level o responsibilities wen Mdm Ang got transferred out last week. I miss her, nt bcos she wld b ard to help me thru my wrk bt it's tt kinda bond I had w her tt get me gg in my course o wrk. Well, I gotta move on for sure. Nw it seems tt my boss is 'relyin' on me to get most wrk done & I m havin tots o leavin tis wrkplc. Nt tt I do not enjoy my wrk bt I can no longer justify my efforts on e job. Sad case isnt it ?? I duno. I m tryin to maintain my attitude.
Things at hme somehow got worse ? I duno agn. I cant seems to come to term w e fact tt we r gg thru some counsellin nw. It jus stir up my emotions & causin me distress more than ever. Y cant humans b more determined?? Is tis e way God wan us to be ?? I mean, do we have to resort to outsider to resolve all these 'phobia' wen we r supposed to face it n dealt w it ?? Does physical violence get u anywhere ?? oh Fck it !! Everythin is jus so screwed.
I realised tt I canot b attached at all. Nt tt I m turnin into a lesbian bt I cant bring myself to spend time w a guy. hahahahahahaa. U know, I feel so weird wen I was asked to acc him to go shoppin over e weekends. I declined & told him tt I wana slp at hme than to b out. I guess I aint givin myself any chance at all. wahahahahahahaha. Den another him told me tt he got few targets to choose from. I was like, does it matter ?? Jus dun cry wen I choose to walk away fr u !! hahahahahahahaa. Okay, I guess I got better things to concentrate on at tis pt in time. hahahahaha. The ultimate issue here is, I finally got rid o another another him aft sooooooo long !! hahaahahahaha.
Okay, I end my random tots here. Bye All !!
