Thursday, July 23, 2009

Confusion & Uncertainty

At tis very pt o time, I m feelin real confused & is uncertain o myself. For the whole 25yrs o my life, I realised tt I had been leadin a life wit no aim.

Okay, tis is e aft-effect o havin too much changes for e past few mths till tdy. Dang.

I m seein too much changes tt I m feelin real tired to carry on my daily routine. I wana take a long break off my wrk. I dun feel like continuin my studies & e best o all, I WANA HIBERNATION !!! I feel tt I nid time to myself.

My schedule has been soooooooooo tite till I dun have rest @ all. I got alot o things to take care o - wrk, studies, family, frens & my personal problems. Thou u pple may say tt I SHLD PRIORITISE. It seems tt alot o things jus cnt help bt to come my way.

I aint complainin hw pple always look for me in times o nid bt it's gona b over my limit real soon - I m on e verge o breakdownin cos my energy r almost totally drained.

I feel tt dere's alot o stuffs for me to clear & dere's alot o things tt I gotta attend to it by myself. No, my trust towards pple is still dere bt somehow I choose nt to trouble others.

I hope tt I m still able to go on for the next 2.5yrs @ least. I dun wana stop for personal problem thou.