Angel vs Devil

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While the immature side o me try to take over my emotions, I realised tt I m gettin crazy & paranoid over some trivial issues ! I m beginning to b sceptical o any happenings & is gettin impatient wit things tt kinda dun go on rite. I nid to b in control thou.

And I realised tt pple ard me means alot to me wen I had always disregard pple's feelin & tots, unknowingly hurtin them in a way or two. Dang ! Okay, selfish act !

Some conversations wit my close buddies today made me realised tt I m always bounded by pple's actions. Meanin, if a person did smthin silly or smthin significant enuff for me to feel, I'll b badly affected !! While on e other side o me, I had always been blunt wit my words, makin others feelin pissed & perhaps hidin my emotions fr them.

I wish I could have been more open towards my feelings towards You. I wish I could be more tactical wit my words on You. I wish I could turn back time & do things tt I had nv do to You. I wish & I wish....