Finally i b back in offc tml !!! I miss my wrkstation, my PC, my pillow, my everything !!!! And o course, my colleagues !! kekekeke..
Today i had an enjoyable session in class BUT happiness usually dun last long. hahaha. Jus wen everyone is so comfy wit each other, we gotta end e class. Oh well. It sux rite?
For the past 2 days, I was hangin ard wit this lady whom happen to b my colleague's sister. LOLz. A very quiet lady i would say & I feel rather fine talkin to her. I guess we both related alot o stories to each other. =)
I mean, wen 2 women meet, wad kinda topic wld normal start e 2 o them off ?? Introduction - Name, wrk, stay, age, martial status & wad else ?? hahahaha.. I duno.
Okay, tis gona get slightly random BUT i was reminded of some stupid characteristics of myself. hahahahahaha. I asked how young she is & upon knowin her age, I probed further if she's single or married. Apparently, she dun seems to be wantin to settle down in the near future ? hahaha. Sounds silly of me to analyse her but I m jus lidat, loves to read in btw e lines.. I bet u pple mus b sayin tt i m very KPO !! hahahahahahaha .. Anyway, she turned e table ard & asked me e same set of questions.
The point is, I realised tt at certain point in time, I owed tis person alot alot. He did alot & I did not appreciated it. I felt tt I owed him way too much tt no matter wad I do, I cant make it up to him. I nv felt tis way b4. Not even towards my family. I was kinda bein abusive towards him - NO, not physically abusive BUT I guess I had been mind-fckin him for years!!! I took him for granted & right now, e aft effect is tt I know I lost him for sure.....as a fren..
It's time to reflect.
