Yea, LLWC, indeed, we know each other for quite sometimes alr. Thanks for remindin me tis afternoon. haha. Lup u dip dip okies. I appreciated ur concern for me.
Okay, back to topic.
Alot o things happened & i started to retake some ugly past tt i once had. The feelin is weird, so near yet so far. It seems kinda fresh in my memory yet it happened so long ago. It occurred at least 4yrs ago. My new start took plc in late 2006 & my next phase o life shall start tis yr July.
I wish i could get those memories outta my mind for i know tt i had & have commited unforgivable mistakes. For e fact tt i had somehow gotten my punishment, i wish for a gud start. I dun wan these pple to come aft me for those silly issues n incidents.
How disastrous can it b wen u r bein haunted by memories tt dun get u anywhere ? I duno. I m forcin myself hard to let it go. Last nite's incident made me feelin insecure. I once lost everythin (and it was reali EVERYTHING tt included frens & job!!) cos o those pple & i m tryin very hard to maintain myself & my confidence level...
