Tis weekends were gud. I stayed hme wit Auntie Ang & I believed tt she's more secure wit me ard in e hse or rather she's feelin fine wit someone hme. =) I had gud round o rest & tml gona b super bz for me agn. zzzz. God Bless.
Smthin triggered Auntie Ang while watchin some taiwanese show & she somehow tear abit. zzzz. Nt tt i pissed her off agn but she's rather emo nowadays. She's feelin insecure tt Uncle Chong aint spendin much time wit her & Bro gona get married soon. And i once told her tt wen i start schlin, i wont have time for her. She started gettin upset all over agn. At times i dun understand y some older pple tend to b dependent on others. Perhaps i m nt their age yet & i aint facin any mild-depression in any ways.
Tt comment led me to another question. Attached or single - which is better ?? If u ask me, i wld say single !! Cos i m enjoyin my singlehood for almost 12mths (dun ask me y tis fig okay). =) Attached will b gud IF my other half can provide me wit 'gud life' (smthin tt we see on TV). I know it's kinda impossible. Tt only happens in fairy tale or some tv shows. hahahaha.
Auntie Ang had shown me gud tips on handlin my private life in times to come & one thing for sure, i gona stay e way i m for gud. I dun wana worry for other issues wen i cant even settle my own problems now. It will b taxin on me. And i hope tt Bro will b handlin his private life well. God Bless.
For e past 2 days, i aint tinkin abt anythin. I literally shut my mind off & i tink i reali had a gud rest. But it's only till Auntie Ang brought up some issue & i started to recall some incidents. I guess life is reali unpredictable. Once i told myself tt i will do wad it takes to achieve my goals & it's only now, as in rite now, i finally know tt efforts & faith play a freakin part. It's still nt too late to do smthin abt it. Perhaps i shld live my life wit faith. Faith tt i will b able to endure thru & makin e best out o it. God Bless.
