Sleep Deprivation.

I had nt been slpin well since sat nite & i m lookin more & more like a panda bear nw. I told Uncle Lau tt i dun put on make-up & i reali like a 'ghost' wit my panda eyes, he laff his ass off n scolded me for tellin lies. Uncle Lau, i reali stopped puttin on make-up for afew mths alr !!! Those pics wit make-up were mths ago okay !!! zzzzz.. And i cnt tok till late wit u on e phone for e next few nites cos i m fallin sick...Thanks for ur attn & jokes/craps late nite... Like wad u said, i mite nt b survivin well w/out ur presence...no..corrections!! It's ur craps tt i cnt live w/out wit.. HAHAHA!!

323 wil b back today !! Tt joker offered to return e car earlier cos he felt tt e car is problematic aft mixin e engine oil w/out consultin us o e car's condition. Oh God !! I m glad tt things had ended & Uncle Lau & I wil b able to slp well, eat well & shit well !!! hahahahahahaha ... I felt kinda bad actually for e fact tt things turn out tis way. I tot i had put LKC & Uncle Lau in difficult position. Anyway, aft tis i wil wan to have nothin to do wit all these anymore. I b back to my full-time job, b back to my normal desk-bound job wit fixed salary. I guess i m more suited to b tis way. hahahahaha.. I m tired, handlin hiccups n shits tt i get fr customers wen dey would call n complain abt tis n tt. I dun wan to guard against pple anymore. I dun wan to use much o my brain juice anymore. I jus wana hibernate, for afew more weeks b4 i get my engine started all over agn.

It's gona b X'mas soon. I wnt b in SG durin X'mas. Perhaps tis is a gud way to avoid certain awkward situations btw me n him. Although things had more or less settled but i guess we r stil somehow connected thou we had subconsciously blocked each other out. Okay, wen i said i wana let things go, i would & i will & i can b rather cold-hearted. Rite nw, i made up my mind. I shall start evrythin afresh & i shall let go of my past.

25more mins to end wrk !! I wana go back n rest. I guess all my 'men' would b too bz to call me tonite. So yea, i b able to rest more n rest better. One more day b4 bro is back. Lookin forward to hear his voice n sense his presence at hme! I kinda miss his nonsense !! hahahahaaha !! Come back soon !!

Uncle Chong, pls come fetch me on time ........... I had alot o groceries wit me ............................................

Lookin forward to my trip next week wit CML. Hopefully i b able to come back on time & no demonstration b held durin my stay...