Cranky & Tired.

5 mins to lunch time n i been slackin since i step into offc tis mornin. I got no mood to wrk n i know i m emotional today. I aint feelin well. Offc's kinda cold n i couldnt take it. Warm water n kipin my stomach full r nt e solutions. Mayb i nid smthin healin to my heart. Like i mentioned, i m bein emotional & i tend to tink o histories tt make my mood even lousier.

I wake up feelin lousy. I wake up feelin tt i had shortchanged myself. I wake up feelin demoralised. I wake up feelin tt i had did alot o things tt pissed pple off. I wake up feelin so wrong today but wad can i do. I tink neg. feelings wnt leave me today. Damn.

I tink o e words tt he once told me. I tink o e days tt i once spent wit him. I tink o e fights we once had. I tink o e past we once had. It's annoyin for sure but den agn, i cnt bring myself to erase him off my memory yet. Mayb i m stubborn, mayb i m stupid but somehow, i tink dere's unfinished biz. I hate e way tt i m holdin on. I shld jus hibernate one o these days.

I was on Google's website & i googled his name & coy's name. zzzz. I feel stupid doin so. Okay, blamed it on my emotions. I m off to nap.